Yesterday night I went to JP at 2130h.

I was hungry so I went to Mac'D.

I went alone.

I was sad.

Lonely.

Yea.

Ah.

Then.

I saw mascots.

They wore CNY outfits.

So cuuuttteeee! >.< there were 4 of them BTW.

And one of them was like performing Kungfu, with the big head still on.

How heavy is the head, I wonder?

Then I bought wax for dad, donuts for sis, and went home.

Saw my neighbour while walking home.

Ate my McSpicy meal when I reached home.

Then I slept.

I was tired and couldn't find the strength to study.

Woke up at 0600h today.

Reached school at 0730h, and went into class at 0810h.

Lecturer was late.

And MOL made me fucked up.

Everytime I did revisions, the net starts making problems.

Thus I didn't even bothered to do it.

Fuck MOL.

I emo-ed the whole day because of it.

Then after EG2 we went to Makan Place to eat.

My classmates were planning where to go for class outing after the exams.

So much money.

I've no cash.

"Like poor only."

Then we met LTP for an hour of AEL.

It was as usual, fast but understandable.

=D

Then some of us did ITT autoCAD in front of cheers.

I stayed till 1500h.

And now I'm home.

Just ate mum's Mee Siam for lunch.

I ate 2 servings =X

Hmm.

Hope I still have the energy for revision later.

Ja na.

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Yesterday once more..

Yesterday, Sunday night, I followed mum to the shops.

Alotta people.

Went to pet shop to buy food for my bro.

Then went in to Fairprice.

Then I forgot where.

So many places.

Then went home at 2200h.

I decided to sleep late.

I slept at 0100h.

Before that I spammed milk down my throat.

Nidda get taller and stronger.

=X

Woke up today at 0800h.

And I decided not to go to school.

Quite a number of my friends were not going to turn up too.

So instead of going to school I went to my aunt's house.

And I'm still here.

Hmm.

I've just completed AEL's 5th e-Tutorial.

Now I'm just spamming all my past Facebook games.

And WOW Zynga and Playfish's games have improved by ALOT!

I'm going to start playing again =X

Till then..

Az1 Takaeshi

This post benefits those who would want to know me deeper. I too read it, and I realized it totally describes me. It's my life description:

Characteristics of a Pisces man:

Spiritual, mysterious, imaginative and idealistic this man is one of the dreamers of the zodiac. He senses and feels things which other less sensitive folk miss, making him perhaps seem a little psychic at times. This can be applied in many directions, for example he may be a natural emotional healer, creative artist or astute businessman.

The symbol for Pisces is two fish moving in opposite directions, which represents the conflicting desires of flesh and spirit. This is a battle of self indulgence versus self denial, and balancing these two forces is no easy task. Some Pisceans are attracted to drama, art, creativity or fantasy in an attempt to escape from the gritty reality and frequent disappointments of life.

The Pisces man often is of the view that the best route to finding inner peace is to give to others, and in many respects this is the most generous and selfless sign. Highly sympathetic, compassionate, self-sacrificing, intuitive and unassuming, he may absorb emotions from the environment around him, often becoming happy or depressed based on the mood of others. As such he may do far better when with optimists than pessimists. He tends to give a piece of himself to anyone he loves, and gets a lot of satisfaction from helping and serving others.

He is more likely to think with his heart than his head, tending to dislike confrontation or hurting others in any way, and often having difficulty saying no, or leaving bad situations or relationships. At times he prefers to just ‘go with the flow’ and friction of any kind may drain his energy.

The net result of these traits is sadly that the Pisces man is easily taken advantage of and manipulated by the uncaring, which can create a vicious cycle of lowered self worth and increased need for approval typically from the very people who are bad for him. For this reason although he typically makes an attractive lover to most other signs, he is compatible with relatively few.

One of Pisces greatest life lessons is to learn to be a little selfish, in order to better choose who deserves their help and love. In this way they can transform from a martyr to the strong, to a savior of the weak.

Pisces man as a lover:

The original romantic, this is a man who needs a soul mate more than most. Gentle, caring, sentimental, romantic and selfless, he has a strong tendency to put his loved ones ahead of himself, and will rarely become angry or aggressive. He is loyal beyond question, and unlikely to be able to sleep with someone he doesn't love.

Ideal Partner:

The Pisces man does well with sensitive and caring partners. Pisces equally can benefit from a strong partner, as long as that person is caring and optimistic.

Ideal Gifts:

A hand written love letter or poem will do more for your Pisces than a new Ferrari will. Always choose gifts with meaning and significance, and ignore brand names, coolness or any other factor. A weekend away with quality time together is always a good choice.

To those who care to read and understand how I work, this is me.

Az1 Takaeshi

Konnichiwa na minna.



..and yea yesterday I did go out.

Went to Mac'Donald's @ Jurong Bowl yesterday.

Reached there at 1900h, and sis ate.

I did my ITT stage drawing till 2130, then I bought Beef Prosperity meal. HAH!

Not that bad.

Though the acclaimed 'spicy' black pepper sauce wasn't even spicy.

After more or less done with stage, I proceeded with the gobo.

And I fcuking stoned till 2230h, still getting ideas of what to cut out from the gobo.

So me and sis went to the supermarket nearby, bought chocolate and pet food for my bro at home, and went home by bus 240.

Reached home at 2300h.

There wasn't anything much to do so I went to bed.

Woke up just now at 0845h.

And I decided to update before I forget again =XX

Gonna bathe soon.

Should I go out today again?

Az1

"Let's see how tomorrow will be, shall we? =) "

It was the same.

Nothing's changed.

My life's destined.

Someone's right.

If I don't enjoy life, I might as well be dead.

Ngga nyusah'n org laen, bnar?

Yesterday School began at 1000h, with AutoCAD in the first slot.

Topic 8, hmm.

Finished it in half an hour.

Not as hard.

81 / 100 for AutoCAD test.

A li'l bit DEMORALIZING.

I should have gotten MORE.

Nopes. I don't deserve high marks.

I'm not a high status.

Then it was EG2 at 1200h.

Thank God I was able to concentrate.

I need to buck up.

Break at 1300h.

Ate at Makan Place.

Then followed my friend to her band practice.

AMT at 1400h.

A lil' bit more fun this time.

There was background music.

And it was the subtopic I understood the most.

It ended at 1730h and I rushed to my cousin's house to burn a DVD for him.

Reached at 1900h, and went back home at 2130h.

Took bus 180 at 2145h, and reached back to my crib at 2230h.

I entered the house and my family was watching Suria Electra.

I don't give a damn.

My dad was a lil' bit perangai. (attitude)

Nak perangai ngan orang, sini ar. Orang bukan budak kecik lagi ar. Tak suka boleh bla. Tak payah balik. Berambos. Pergi luar buat maksiat lagi. Buat susah orang je.

And I slept straightaway.

Without bathing.

Without checking my mail.

Without talking much.

Without eating. ( There's nothin 2 eat anyway )

I woke up today at 1000h, and ate fried rice.

I want to make myself a Milo drink.

But there's no milk.

I know it sounds ridiculous for a household like mine to not even have milk.

It's hard to fork out 2 bucks even for a can of milk.

In the end I made coffee.

Typical of an over-matured bastard.

Mum told me dad took my 4 bucks.

"Wan, Ayah nak pinjam duit. I'll pay you back."

Yea.

Pay me back? With problems?

Probability of him paying back is 0.05

Now it's 1300h and I'm sitting in front of my Macbook stoning.

What should I do?

I feel like going somewhere and overnight till tomorrow.

But where?

I need to do some soul-searching.

Az1 Takaeshi.

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