Yos to all!

Got my results yesterday. It was sent to my phone. I was put to Ngee Ann Poly! I got the course 'Audio-visual Technology' which was my 2nd choice . For those who don't know what it's about go check it yourself. =P Then when i told my parents about it they were like congratulating me alot. Maybe because i was the first person among my relatives to manage to enter polytechnic. The rest either went into ITE, or stopped school totally. Then they kept asking me "what's the future of the course? " so i had to explain...blablabla. Oh, and congratulations to all who managed to pull it off in this year's JAE no matter Poly or JC!

Then at 1700h i went to the salon accompanied by mom. Wanted to rebond my hair badly. Its just so rough and curly. And my fringe curls upwards at the front. I just wanted straight wavy hair. And the guy(gay) who did my hair looked kinda exhausted after a whole day but he did a very excellent job and i liked it. Now this is how i look with a cap on:



lol. After that my sis came to the salon halfway through. Finished at 2100h (so darn long! how did women ever tahan this?) then went to the hawker centre nearby to eat western food.

At work, on Tuesday, Harry the singer spilled oil on the floor accidentally and became berserk, started kicking and hitting things. Then the next day on Wednesday, Jiu Qiang the one star staff accidentally dropped a bucket of flour and also went berserk. Threw trays on the floor and almost spoiled the cooking machine.

Oh yea, heard that there was a complaint about food poisoning one morning at KFC Anchorpoint where i work. I wondered why there was food poisoning there. And at last i found out why. There's this (old) Aunty Seah who also works there. She's jux so pathetic and unreasonable, scolding people without cause. I got the chance (y did i even call it a chance?) to work with her one morning. And you wanna noe what i found out? She don't wear gloves! Its so damn unhygienic, especially if it's an old lady laa. She cooks stuff and handles food with bare hands. She takes burger buns with bare hands. She puts spring onionson the cheese fries with bare hands. It's like, !!!omg so disgusting!!! She's a dangerous auntie who's gonna kill all that dines in at Anchorpoint. She's a murderer! ARGH!!!!! Lol im exaggerating. Next time i'll jux tell her to wear gloves. I didn't wanna tell that manager cos the manager always sides 3 people including the auntie. And it would be a pity IF she's thrown off from work and left to DIE in the streets. Stupid auntie.

AND LASTLY i have decided not to put the guitar forums n theories on my blog but instead compiled evrything into a 'book' that you can get from me. =D

No idea what to do 2dae..someone please ask me out!!!!!!

Waiting...

YOs to all!

Wazzup baby! I jux got back home from work and now im blogging for dunno what reason larh.

Got both my KFC pay on 22nd Jan and my Carrefour pay the day after. The feeling was like, wah! Wallet so thick sial, like never before. The sensation of having many pieces of paper in my wallet. Awesome! And it was my first KFC pay so they totalled it up for a month and deducted part of it for my CPF, and i got $430 in total. Not bad. And Carrefour paid me $300. So shiok ar!

But really, most of it goes to my family as im not selfish or anithing and that my family comes from a poor background(can simply tell by the house that I live in) and is always having financial problems so i think that this would be the suitable time for them to enjoy a little bit of life. Brought my family to dine in at Pizza hut, bought my sis a new bag, bought an all-in-one compact multicentre(print,scan and copy), bought myself new clothes, bought tons of stocks of groceries, and kept the rest. The machine i bought was so shiok and my family was frequently printing photos on the small 4R papers and made large pics on the blank A4 sheets. It was satisfying to watch them enjoy for abit. At least i get to see them smile. Even for abit. Thought of buying myself a new bag, but since my sis wanted one badly, I made a choice to buy her a new bag and use her old one. It's still nice and in good condition though.

Anw didn't go to work on saturday. Wasn't feeling good. Couldn't breathe properly. Visited the doctor to get an MC. Hate the clinic man. So long! I came at 0900h and finished everything at 1230h! Waste my time onli. Hate it when i'm sick and jux can't help it. Its jux not on purpose.

I'm soon going to transfer to another KFC franchise.The first thing is whenever i close the place i always reach home around 0100h and it is so darn late. I hate closings..tell u why soon. The second thing is that since the pay is cut down from $5 to $4 jux because of bloody f@(#ing economic stuff, and now i feel like im making a loss in terms of transportation fees. Also, imagine if you were to work six hours a day, you would lose $6. Wad about a month? See how much i will lose out. Travelling time is ard 45mins to 1 hour. Also wastes my time. And the third is that i jux cnt tolerate some of the staffs there, especially those with knnbccb stars on their nametags. I treat them as frens. Good frens. But what about in return? No. It's like, the more stars you get, the more immature you become? Hey i wonder how old your child brain is laa. Stupid. One, only know how to make use of people. Two, leave people to do things during peak hours. Three, go home and leave people to do closing alone when people dun even noe many things. Wad are these? Qualities of people with stars? I think i rather not have stars on my nametag. Its a SHAME having stars on your nametag. I wont want to have the qualities listed. Its totally inhuman.

And anw..today's CHINESE NEW YEAR! YAY to all chinese out there. Go celebrate, enjoy and have fun. Its your day. To celebrate the year and thank God that you are still alive to live the year. That's the true meaning of a new year. NOT TO COLLECT MANY MANY HONG BAOS!!
Lols. EHEM! And for today's weather reports, it seems that the air in Singapore would be slightly polluted with harmful smoke today because of people burning ashes and joss sticks at night. But do not worry, the streets would be flashing with gorgeous vibrant colours tonight with people happily celebrating the prosperous Chinese new year! =D

Anw something pissed me off yesterday at work. I was doing closing when the one star staff was asking me to cook many things. I had filtered all the oil and onli wanted to use some of the places to cook. And so he made noise saying "Faster laa you! I want go home ar. Chinese new year leh!". Cheebye go home fuck laa. You think the manager don't need to go home and celebrate wif his family? I got frustrated over this as i didnt have the chance to enjoy celebrating my Hari Raya Aidilfitri because of O' levels. I was really upset. Who doesn't? And some guy is telling me he wants to celebrate. I really mean it. GO HOME AND FUCK. And before that i almost whacked his face as he was pushing past me everytime i was preparing orders. And i jux raised my hand up. Luckily Amarish was there, if not i din't know what i would have done to my fellow colleague who was immaturely looking forward to CELEBRATING. Go back to your country laa, come to singapore and disturb singaporeans for what?

Wah, nid to work 8 hours today, from 1400-2200h today as there are little staff who can turn up for work today because of the celebration. It would be the same for Tuesday. For Wednesday and Thursday it would be from 1200-2000h. Oh shoot man!

Anw the post ends here 'cos im going night jogging. And it's been 7 months since i visited the gym -.- See ya guya around!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

NEHH!!

Gomenasai, really, didn't update for so long. And sori for the last post..didn't noe it was emo-kia.
Anyway there's nothing much happening for the past few days actually. Jux that I was working while I wasn't feeling rather well and it almost resulted in fainting anytime. Even on last Sunday, when i got on the bus home, the driver said to me, "boy ar, your nose ar, got blood". I was too exhausted to even notice my nose bleeding so i jux took a piece of tissue from my bag and wiped the blood off. Didn't know it was alot till it reached my mouth and onto my shirt. Every passenger in the bus was looking at me as i brushed past them 2 get a seat. Sitting on the bus seat made me feel like heaven as i was really tired and i appreciated the presence of a bus seat for once. =)

On Monday i did floor at work from 1800h-2230h. Standing again -.- But it was a little bit okay as it was jux a 4-hour job. Managed to close the floor without any help. I was jux angry with one thing on that day: someone sabo-ing me. I know you don't like me as i know what you were talking about behind my back, but please don't be so childish and sabo people at work. You know how old you are? If you want to scold people in other language, don't do it in front of them. You wouldn't know that they would know. Can you imagine the weight of a kilogram of flour? Now imagine if you were to pour kilograms of flour into a full garbage bag. Do you know the size of a garbage bag? Now try to imagine it full of flour. Do you know how heavy it is? You left me sobbing you know. I had to throw the bloody load of shit myself? I understood what you said. All of it. And you're enjoying yourself doing that jux because u dun like me? Please laa woman, be mature can or not? You're the manager's beloved two-star staff. Dun spoil your name. I jux don't want to make enemies with people i already talked to. I'm mature. I know what to do and what not to do. Please learn to differentiate these things.

Yesterday, which was Tuesday, I woke up at 1300 cos i wasn't really feeling well. Used the comp for awhile then went to my aunt's house at Ang Mo Kio to help configure my cousin's new computer. Thought of visiting my late grandma's house after that, but it was already late. I made a move at 2300. Reached Boon Lay MRT station at 0015h. I was bored so i decided 2 walk around the extended Jurong Point for a short while. Then had the urge to visit Fairprice Xtra which opens 24 hours in Jurong Point. Bought stuff for my family.Jux walked around Fairprice till i felt like going home. Before i went home i looked at the electronic section of Fairprice. Saw an Acer laptop going at$1688. Thought of buying but i suddenly reminded myself of how bad i wanted that $1988 black Sony Vaio CS i saw at Sony Square in Jurong Point. Then walked home thinking of which i should buy. Reached home at 0115h. Then surfed the net thinking of what to do when i suddenly remembered about my un-updated blog and started to post this.

Anyway the guitar forum and the debate forum are still under construction so look out for it soon!

Ja nehh..oyasumi!

Ok I just can't hold on anymore.

I studied.
Studied hard.
Really hard.
For my grandma.
Onli for her.
Nothing else.
Not for my future.
Not for my family's happiness.
But onli her.
My grandma.

But why?
Why did you go?
Just before my O' levels?
You wanted to.
To see me in a polytechnic.
Badly.
But where?
Where did you go?
Why did you go?
Didn't you want to see me?

I promised.
And the promise has been fulfilled.
But.
You're not here.
It's not the same.
Without you.
I'm sad.
Disappointed.
But no matter what,
I hope that you're proud of your grandson.

From up there.. =,)

Updates on the same day today, as promised!

Got back my results. Was feeling nervous in the hall and for a moment i shivered and thought the air in the hall was chilly. So I kept touching evryone's shoulders for who-in-the-hell knows why. At first the principal announced that whoever did not have proper attire were to go to the back of the hall. So I ran behind the hall where no one could see me and changed to white shoes. I was wearing black at the moment.

As usual, first was the principal blabbering about the top student. It was Yingying! Congrats that u made our class very proud and that u managed to beat the foreign talent Karina =D The results were the distributed according to class register. I was number 30 so I had to wait. After minutes of shivering it was my turn. I went thoughtless for a moment and thought about that stupid small piece of paper that could change mylife throughout. I realised many gals were crying and boys were sighing and many were comparing results. I composed myself and think that no matter what I had to congratulate myself for what I get. When I looked At Mdm Lock, she had no expression whatsoever and i tried to guess her emotions, but couldn't manage to find the answer. Then she said 'Azwan, don't worry. You can go to your poly already'. For awhile I thought that my spirit was starting to be being pulled up into the sky apart from my body, ready to meet God, and I knew that the tension on myself that I'm bearing on my shoulders has been lifted off finally. Thank GOD!

Well just for your curiosity I'm going to post my resuts:
English Language - B3
Combined Humanities - B4
Mathematics - B3
Chemistry - B3
Physics - C5
Biology - C5
Malay - B3
CCA - A1
Total - L1R4 16
L1R4 + CCA 13

Hahas..yay! I expected my results to be 18-24 or something like that as I had always gotten those since sec 3. So it's quite an achievement for me. Quite disappointed dat I didn't have any A's,,bt I didn't expect myself to have one anyway..it's just impossible for a guy like me.

Showed my sis who was at the canteen waiting for me. She just couldn't believe I got 13. (WTH underestimating ur own bro ar? ) Den I followed my sis to Queensway Shopping Centre s she wanted to find some clothings there. Then we visited my workplace. She saw it for the first time and we ate there. My manager n colleagues also took a look at my results and was like, "poly student ar, poly student ar". To me it wasn't a big deal at all, going into a decent polytechnic. Argh, I must work tomorrow, goddamnit.

Maybe my post should stop here then. And to all fresh, hot and spicy graduates out there,

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

LOL
It's jux about an hour away. What you ask? D-day..the O'level results! Damn it i didnt even feel time flying by so fast and I thought that I had to wait for the results for as long as eternity. Couldn't sleep jux now. Tried to sleep at 0230h but jux couldn't. Kept my legs crossed in bed and blasted music on my beloved headphones. But it seemed that it won't take the thoughts away and I didn't want to put my head on the pillow to sleep. Had the urge to blog jux nw in the morning ard 0400h, but my mum was angry as I had kept the comp switched on from 2000h yesterday. So I didn't in the end.

Do you believe that you are at the age that you are now? I jux can't, although it sounds stupid. I thought for once that I was jux playing wif my kindergarten friends yesterday, and saw my sis for the first time the day before. Time really passes right in front of your eyes though you can't tell at all. Only the innocent clock gets bashed up everytym although what it does is onli tell the time. Im getting bo liao at the moment, so I'll jux post some not-so-new photos of my family, anme crap dat i took:


Mum n Dad


Me n Mum


Me n Sis (old pic)


Sis


Sis


Caught emo-ing by Sis

Wah, evrytym either lazy, no time 2 post, or have nothing to post =P

Had a bad fever for the past three days. But I still went to work. Felt like its gonna be a waste if I didnt go 2 work. And taking MC was ma fan n nid money, so I rather not go visit the clinic. PEOPLE also said to me repeatedly: 'you want to die ar?' and 'you're killing yourself laa'..lol.

Glad 2 meet many nice peeps at work, didnt expect them to be friendly and sort. They like making jokes and disturbing other colleagues.

When I walked to the bus stop on tuesday after work, I chanced upon my secondary schoolmates Jeremy, Ashraf and Dzul. Didn't noe dat they're working at Ikea, which is opposite the place where I work, Anchorpoint. We chatted 4 awhile before my bus came.. and too bad it was the last bus. Thought that i get to meet them everyday, but that was the onli tym I got to see dem, and no more..

Wednesday..went 2 work again as usual. Was having fever so I vomited 2 times. N the feeling was like wtf damn dizzy laa..and thanx Felicia for the panadol pill! Luckily I didnt do floor. Cos i HATE floor. Though I know stuff bout it. Taught a new staff how 2 do floor. At the end of the day,after another day of perating the franchise (like siao) den go change clothes. Wanted 2 go and throw all the garbage. Asked the new staff 2 wait 4 me while I changed clothes. Bt she disapeared along wif some gals. Ok maybe I should use names instead. I guess Siti already went down 2 the basement with Felicia and Christina. I ran down the escalator which had stopped moving, and saw them as i had imagined. They had difficulty -ehm ehm ehm-..yea so i had 2 carry the loads of shit into the disposal. -didnt noe shit was so heavy- After that they called me to slack outside Anchorpoint. Chatted wif them abt their school while they smoke. Is smoking nice? I wonder. Wonder! Not like I was gonna try or anitin. I already VOWED not to smoke. And if i do i'll treat myself as a ninja ( u noe, kill urself wen u cnt do sth?) Then went home. As usual, my night starts. Chatted wif Christina on MSN all the way wen she went off at 0300. S uddenly, JUX SUDDENLY i got bloody f$^%ing bored laa. Thanx Christina for going offline wen I need someone to chat wif the most =P Den slept at ard 0600h.

Thursday..which means yesterday. Went to Jurong Point at 1400h wif my mum 2 meet my sis there after her school. Need 2 take a passport photo of her for her IC. Den went to do some shopping n i got myself a pair of Audio-technica headphones from popular. It costed 58 bucks. Jux love it laa, the strong enhanced bass makes it vibrate evrytym. From there i went to work and reached at ard 1630h though i was supposed to start work at 1700h. My fever didnt subside, but went 2 work as usual. Felt more dizzy 2dae. Lots of funny things happened 2 dae.It was a nice feeling of laughing and cheering up wen ur sick and just need a little bit of fun and laughter form everyone. Jux love KFC satff. U guys rock!!! Jiu Qiang was struggling wif Ramraj evrytym. Kan ni shou yi laa. Me and Harry laughed like mad. Oh yea speaking of which Harry accidentally cut 2 of his fingers at different times on the SAME day! I know how it feels like,and it was damn pain. I could see it from his face. Get well soon bro! A new staff came. Forgot her name. Taught her abit here and there bout floor though im in the base section. (why isit always me when it comes to floor??knnb nt fair you know). Den went home after doing closings. Thanx Jiu Qiang, Harry and Christina for making my day always. Christina..your name so long laa..maybe i should call you..Nana? lol

Friday-which is today. I'm nt going to tell wad happened today, cos nothing happened yet, and today was jux starting. I'll jux describe briefly wad would happen today:
1)update blog
2)go night jog
3) sleep at 0600h
4) wake up at 1100h
5)go for friday prayers at the mosque
6)visit my workplace for fun after prayers
7)go back to my secondary school for camp
8)maybe going out of school for night jog
9)go ard seeing ghosts as usual
10)slack at art room and play with internet, camera and video cam.

Ok laa i nod 2 go for night jog, as stated above. LOL bb!

Hahas, and before i forget..

I jux wanna recommend some Shows that all of you ought to watch:

Dramas and Movies:
1) Hana Kimi
2)Absolute Boyfriend
3)Taiyou no Uta
4)Ghost Train
5)One Litre of Tears
6)Virgin Snow
7)200 pounds of Beauty
8)Windstruck
9)Oh My Girl
10)100 Days With Mr Arrogant

Anime:
1)Brave Story
2)A Spirit of the Sun
3)Piano no Mori
4)Da Capo
5)Shugo Chara
6)Shugo Chara Doki
7)Vampire Knight
8)Vampire Knight Guilty
9)Shakugan no Shana

That's all. Tell you guys something, some even made me cry! Not excessively, like the WEAK. Its jux dat I have a heart, and put myself in other people's shoes evrytym. Some even told me the meaning of life. What life is initially all about. I leave it to you guys to decide whether or not you want to watch them.

Bye! 8 more hours before work..haiz...

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