welcome to
az1-azwan.bs.com
Dictionary of My Life

We move in circles
Balanced all the while
On a gleaming razor's edge
A perfect sphere
Colliding with our fate
This story ends where it began


Player
enjoyables

PROFILE
Azwan - Takeshi

20th March 1992.

A 21-year old body with a mind far beyond comprehension.

History:
-Qifa Primary Sch
-Bukit View Secondary Sch
-Ngee Ann Polytechnic
-Specialist Cadet Sch 15/13

I'm a:
-Shinobi
-Anime Otaku
-Photographer
-Traceur
-Audio-visual Freelance
-Instrumentalist
-Artist
-Skater
-Biker

Things I love:
-Anime
-Photography
-Speed Biking
-Music
-Elsa (elec guit)
-Belle (acoustic guit)
-Dust (semi-acoustic guit)
-Skating (land/ice)
-Badminton / Tennis
-Drawing
-Parkour
-My cat
-Siti Nurhidayah Binte Osman <3



I don't dare to kill even an ant.
p.s Kill animals and I'll hunt you down.

I may be quiet most of the time.
But if you're willing to talk, I may talk for kilometers. =P

Contacts:

Myspace | myYearbook | Youtube Channel | Email

Facebook Profile:

Azwan Takeshi

Create Your Badge
Facebook Page:



"A cat has absolute emotional honesty: human beings, for one reason or another, may hide their feelings, but a cat does not.” - Ernest Hemingway"


Cravings
ask,believe,receive
I want!
  • ............

  • upcoming events
    looking forward to
    Daisypath Happy Birthday tickers
    Daisypath Happy Birthday tickers
    Daisypath Anniversary tickers

    Popularity
    Visits Today


    Online Bingo casino spiele counters


    Sunday, February 28, 2010
    My Saturday.
    Konbanwa!

    Ogenki desu ka?

    Na Minna, I had a short but fun reunion with some of my Secondary School Classmates.

    The "nice" ones.

    We played soccer at Bukit Batok, the street soccer court we always lepak-ed at after school.

    They played since 1130h, and then me and Sheam joined at 1230h.

    There was this Chinese Pri 6 boy who played with us too.

    Not bad skills for Pri 6.

    Well we used his soccer ball too.

    Cause his' was better than ours.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    And around 1430h I don't really recall how, but Yasser kicked the ball over the fence...

    ...and...

    ...it landed at the centre of a tree.

    Ape laa Yas.

    Well, being cool Samaritans, we went to help.

    * Yellow shirt = Pri 6 guy. Hehe.


    I tried kicking and throwing our ball to the tree to see if I could knock his ball down.
    I managed to hit it a damn lot of times, but it just didn't give way.
    The tree was full of red ants, when the tree accidentally shook, a rain of red ants came down.
    I was forced to strip down to my Boxers.
    In public.
    Haiz.
    They bite, damn pain, u know?!


    The guy went "I want my balls! That useless guy, kick the ball up, then never help!"
    Dude, there's only one ball stuck on the tree.
    And, you already have two balls.

    Sorry people =X


    And so, Yas, being a Spartan, took the bravemost trouble to climb the fence and throw our ball directly at the tree, but to no avail.
    So he flew back down.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    We were damn tired, so we sat under the void deck.

    With the Pri 6 guy.

    Oops.

    How to escape?

    And so I told him, " Boy, do you have a long Bamboo pol at your house?"

    And he had one.

    So he walked to his house.

    Before that, he shouted " Don't run HOR!"

    I said okay.

    But in the end, we slowly jogged back into the court, packed our stuff, and scram-ed to the nearest bus stop.

    Hee =D

    Our Karma damn shit already.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    While we were still wearing our shirt and shoes, I thought I saw him walking.

    Me: Eh Jem(Jeremy), what was the colour of the shirt the boy was wearing?

    Jem: Yellow.

    Me: Shit, run. I saw him walking.

    And so we walked away instead of waiting for the bus.

    Hah!

    Although I feel bad for the boy, well, still...

    HAH!

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Then we chilled at MacDonald's near West Mall, and made fun of the people there.

    Damn fun la sial.

    At 1600h, Me, Yas, Jem and Sheam planned to meet for swimming at 1900h at Jurong East Swimming Complex.

    We asked Asyraf along too.

    Andy and Jeffrey weren't tagging along.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Well in the end, it was only me, Yas and Sheam.

    It was fun.

    Damn fun.

    But more fun, only if there were alot of Chio Bu there.


    After everything, a perverted photo =P

    Me, gayness. Yas, steam. Sheam, duno what. Some statue.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Well, all in all, when I said before that I hated my Secondary School life...

    ...I didn't know there are still many others that did not forget about me.

    Like these people..

    Many thanx for that.

    You guys know the true meaning of friendship.

    Thank you for today.

    Az1



    Saturday, February 27, 2010
    My Friday Night
    Na minna!

    Well let's start off with Friday.

    Hmm...

    After my Friday prayers, I waited for sis to come back home.

    And we decided to go out.

    City Hall first.

    We walked around Peninsula, went into Standard Value and Davis Guitars for my electric strings, and went back out.

    Sis asked "where does that lead to?"

    And so I said it led ti Iluma.

    And so our feet took us there.

    And of all places, I saw my classmate there.

    Some Ngee Ann Animation thingy was going on there.

    Then we walked to Raffles Hospital for Banquet, and it was expensive!

    Well mentang-mentang hospital la kan..

    And so we decided to eat at KFC instead.

    *budget =X

    Then We went to MacDonald's to eat ice cream.

    We walked to Raffles City and passed by my friend's work place, but she's off shift, so we continued the walk to Esplanade.

    We got bored there.

    So we walked where our feet would take us.

    And we reached Flyer.

    And it was my first time there -.-




    I sat and chilled beside the waters.

    Clicked some photos, and did some stupid soulsearching.

    Then I had enough, and went back to Esplanade toilet to do some more soulsearching.

    Just kidding.

    My stomach's got the better of me.

    Then off back to City Hall MRT and back home.

    Well, that was my Friday.

    I slept, thinking of what the fuck I was thinking.


    Az1



    Friday, February 26, 2010
    Next Semester
    Konbanwa na minna san!

    I'm back from my class chalet! =D

    Well, it was supposedly meant to be 3 days.

    But I went home on the 2nd, which was yesterday.

    Chalet was fun.

    We barbecued, blasted songs with the powerbar and sang songs with the guitar.

    We also played card games, Li Jing's PS2, rugby and don't know what.

    "You think my memory so good ar?"

    I was forfeited in a card game and was supposed to put one of my so-called 'un-glamorous' picture as my Facebook Display Photo.

    Oh well, still waiting for me to be tagged.

    Look out!

    Late at night we went to Downtown East, and only MacDonald's was open.

    So we had late supper there.

    When we came back I was exhausted.

    I wanted to close my eyes.

    It was the first time in any chalet that I felt like sleeping.

    I wasn't really sure of the reason.

    And my right ankle hurt-ed like hell of a fuck, I felt like pulling it out of its joints.

    And I felt empty.

    I kept asking myself why I felt that way that time.

    And I realised ...

    ...that it was because...



    ... " _ _ _ _"



    No, I'm not gonna blurt out anything.

    Oh yea.

    The room was UBER cold. ~.~

    I shivered like fuck in the sheer coldness, and took out my hoodie and jeans.

    LOL.

    While I slept, a few of the rest went for breakfast.

    Then some went home while I took a shower.

    Ok, chalet content's ending here for now. No elaborations.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    And so I went home alone.

    East to West.

    And I gave my seat to an uncle.

    Smart, Azwan.

    I felt Bo Liao-ed in the MRT, so I alighted at Queenstown, walked around the station, and took the next train.

    Reached Boon Lay at 1115h, and stopped by Jurong Point.

    I bought sushi, green tea and Twisties, and made my way home.

    I walked although I was tired and sleepy.

    I didn't want to waste a dollar for a stupid bus ride.

    I reached home, ate my sushi, drank my green tea, and dozed off at 1230h.

    AAAaaahhhhh...

    ...Poof!

    I woke up at 1930h.

    Mum woke me up for dinner.

    Then I wasn't sure what I did for the past 4 hours.

    What the? Did I forget?

    Damn, I'm really positive that I'm having STM.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    And so I'm here.

    =X

    And I'm not at all glad about it.

    Sometimes I ask myself, am I wasting time blogging?

    Although I have Nuffnang ads all over, I don't really earn much blogging, do I?

    And I wonder who the fuck reads my blog.

    Are there anyone, ANYONE out there who reads this shitty blog?

    If so, I thank you a zillion times.

    But all in all, who cares about this blog if no one gives a damn shit about myself?

    Lastly, to my dear classmates, see you next Semester.

    Take care and enjoy your break.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    I'm really great at noticing people.

    And how I hope that every person had the same ability.

    So that other people may at least notice me, too.

    Just like how I noticed them.


    Az1



    Tuesday, February 23, 2010
    Today
    Hey, Konbanwa!
    Na minna san.

    Just a brief life story of mine for today. Woke up at 1100h. There was nothing in particular to be done besides house chores and prayers.

    Ate:
    Prata
    Rice with nuggets

    Drank:
    Tap water
    Grape juice

    Did:
    Logged in to MSN after 2 months of MIAing
    Plugged a mouse into my Macbook for the first time in 5 months
    Brushed bro's fur

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    And yea that was basically it.

    Chalet tomorrow!

    See the countdown banner at the bottom left column?

    <--

    Heh.

    Looking forward to meeting my siblings tomorrow.

    Wonder what's in store..

    Kenneth, Lijing and all... better have good stuff!!

    Well and when things are meant to be, and when my body and soul's not at home, I wouldn't be able to update.

    Which means this blog will be dead for 3 days!

    Gomen na minna.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Oh yea, right..

    The clip above.

    It's Jyukai.

    I'm like, obsessed with their songs.

    Particularly Manami's (left) vocals. <3

    Oh well.

    I admire how Dewa (right) could think of such song progressions and rhythms.

    They're like...

    ...fantasy...

    ...soothes the listener...

    ...high-class notes...

    ...and stuff.

    Hmm. Well you can listen to some of Jyukai's songs in my playlist there, above.

    Ja na. Oyasuminasai.

    Yoi yume o.


    Az1



    Monday, February 22, 2010
    Memories
    Currently listening to: Jay Chou Jie Lun
    Eating: Rice with nuggets
    Drinking: Plain water
    Doing: Update blog?

    Na minna san!

    Yesterday I went to my uncle's house.

    Haven't been there for awhile.

    Went out with sis at 1530h, and reached at 1700h.

    'Cause we took the bus instead of the probability-of-getting-seat-is-0.01 MRT.

    I helped my cousin put stuff into her PSP, and she was damn high about it.


    Cousin, me, sis

    Went home at 2130, and reached home at 2230h.

    'Cause we took the MRT.

    I suggested that we alight at Bukit Batok and take a bus home, and sis nodded.

    So we alighted, and I took the chance to buy Chocolate Flavor Burst ice cream @ Macdonald's =D

    Then we went to the bus stop to wait for 187.

    Memories at the bus stop... the bus stop I waited for the bus.

    For 4 solid years.

    Hmm, reached home and watched Burn Notice before getting off to bed.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Woke up today at 1200h.

    And it was midday.

    Hmm.

    Difficulty breathing today.

    Phlegm kept discharging non-stop.

    And I kept sneezing and coughing.

    Couldn't stand it anymore, so I stayed in the restroom and showered for an hour.

    *waste water only

    =X

    I'm feeling sightly better now.

    Hope I get well soon.

    Wish me, WISH MEEEE!!! =P

    Mum fried nuggets and sausages, and I ate them with rice.

    And now I'm randomly listening to Jay Chou.

    I knew of him when I was in Primary 6.

    I always went to this puny little shop called FASHION JOOZE to surf the net.

    I was addicted to RunesCape last time O.O

    And there was this kind Chinese bro who always blasted Jay Chou songs.

    And since then, everytime I played RunesCape, Jay Chou songs played in my head too.

    That was how the songs got stuck.

    Pull it out?

    Nah.

    Well then...

    Itte Kimasu!

    The Anime Freak in me has made a grand comeback.

    Anime, here I come!



    Az1








    Saturday, February 20, 2010
    Holiday SPAM

    KONBANWA NA MINNA SAN!


    Today, just now, signified the end of my two mind-blasting exam papers.

    And more momentous, it marks the start of my super lengthy holidays.

    TWO SOLID MONTHS! Or like, almost.

    Holiday Spam!

    Hmm...what should I tend to?

    The only time-consuming phenomenon is for me to find a job.

    "What's suitable for me?"



    Me and Sis @ MacDonald's Jurong Bowl, 14.02.2010

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Eg2 paper wasn't that bad.

    It was the only paper that I managed to complete the last question with ease.

    I was high on happiness.

    But I had a distinct kind of emotion today.

    AEL paper was fucked up.

    I realized for once that I was idiotic.

    Foolish.

    Lazy.

    Stupid and dumb.

    I don't even think I could grab 50/100.

    I'm a total failure.

    I felt bad.

    For the paper.

    'Cause I made silly crap although it was a piece of cake when I looked at it again at home.

    How did I manage to discourse the paper?

    It's a disgrace to myself.

    And my siblings in school.

    And my lecturers who worked strenuously to stuff the book into my head.

    I don't have confidence that I'll pass AEL.

    Till then, I'll wait in dismay..

    Results on March 19, maybe.

    A day before my 18th.

    Hope it doesn't tarnish my mood on that particular day.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


    Oh well, like the Chinese say: "Put the front feet down, and lift the back feet up. That's how you walk."

    It literally means to grab hold of TODAY and let go of YESTERDAY. How your life streams depend on this.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



    13.02.2010 (1914-1918... 5 years)



    I'm not really looking forward to my Class Chalet, to be honest.

    My siblings, if you're reading this, no hard feelings.

    I mean,..

    Who doesn't wanna have fun with their friends, right?

    Playing, cycling, laughing like there's no tomorrow?

    I'm the dark horse.

    I'm the black sheep.

    I've paid my 5 bucks to chalet.

    Now what?

    Attend chalet and stone in one of the rooms?

    No right?

    You guys will likely roam around Downtown East.

    Play arcade games, pool, eat, watch movies, cycle, and stuff.

    I don't have the cash to do all those, sorry.

    I'm not as well to do.

    I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth.

    In fact I was born with nothing.

    It's hard for me to save up cash.

    'Cause the cash I save up would likely be my future pocket money to school.

    And the reason why I don't like to borrow cash from people is that I am unsure if it will be possible to return it.

    Even if it's 5 bucks.

    And I am the kind of person who would rather not eat than not paying back what I owe...

    ...okay when I direct it like this, straightforward people wouldn't understand.

    When deciphered, I mean, I must pay people what I owe first. I don't really care whether I eat or not.

    Yea..

    Well that's me, can't help it right?

    I have flaws too many to list.

    Many many very the many.




    The veranda which the swallow left from, there are two sandals huddled together
    Hey, our memories were scattered even to a place like this
    Such dearly loved days

    I looked up, just like this sky,
    Where are those things which never change?

    At the yet unseen road that is made misty with my tears
    The me who have been standing there, I wonder if I can become strong
    Despite that, despite that, a new sun will rise, tomorrow will come
    Even I…will surely too

    To have things lost, and to gain something
    “On that day when you waved your hand with all the calmness you can gather”
    I don’t regret it one bit

    We who have been torn apart, some day in the future
    Lets bloom a lovely, big flower
    To have such days, to have such days where I loved someone,
    Giving me a farewell gift…

    Yes, please believe me...

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



    Oh well, back to reality.

    I took this personality test on Facebook.

    And it turns out it was 95% accurate, except the part when it said I "will find yourself with plenty of dates". That part's total bullshit from the start I was born.

    If the picture's not clear, here's what it said:

    Dear Azwan Takaeshi, below are your Personality Tests result:
    Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
    Your view on yourself:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that appeals to both parties
    The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true
    Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person
    The seriousness of your love:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
    Your views on education:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can
    The right job for you:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life
    How do you view success:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of failure
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
    What are you most afraid of:
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are concerned about your image
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The way others see you
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :It's time for you to believe in who you are
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Not what you wear



    Wednesday, February 17, 2010
    YAY
    Ohayou gozaimasu na minna.

    Ogenki desu ka?


    Ok I YAY-ed for no particular reason.

    Hello peeps!

    Know what? I have been lazy to touch my blog lately.

    Not because I'm emo or angry or sad or boring or anything.

    It's just the simple term of having End-of-year exams around the corner.

    Damn, time passes really quickly..

    Today is a Wednesday morning.

    I'm getting ready for EG2 extra lesson today.

    Will start at 1000h and will end at ****h.

    I'm not really sure what time it'll end though.

    Oh well.

    Lately I've been mugging at MacDonald's @ Jurong Bowl.

    NOT JURONG POINT!

    Jurong Bowl's MacD is one of the most remote and quietest MacDs I can find near the west area.

    And It's open 24 hours daily.

    That's the best part.

    Yesterday was my 3rd consecutive day mugging there.

    I may be going there again tonight.

    Anyone wanna follow? =X

    Oh well I have to get ready for EG2 then.

    Toodles!

    Itte kimasu!



    Sunday, February 14, 2010
    Happy Valentines' Day / Happy Lunar New Year
    Na minna, okairi!

    Shibarakku desu nehh.

    Gomenasai, isogashii desu. =X

    Things have been pretty screwed up lately, and I wasn't in the mood to update.

    Well it's time, since it's the holidays.

    Friday, 12th February 2010, was the last official curriculum day for me.

    School started at 1400h initially, but I reached at 1100h.

    Met my friends sitting down at the benches.

    "Thanx for the chocolate bar."

    Then there was EG2 an hour later.

    Most of the time was spent listening to Korean songs.

    It was started by Zhao Wei.

    Then followed by me, Germaine, then Wan Yee.

    After EG2 was break.

    We ate at canteen 2.

    A few moments later our other classmates joined us.

    We went up to AMT at 1400h.

    Test was at 1500-1600h.

    Before that the class took pics.

    It was fun to spot all the changes among my classmates in the pictures.

    The appearance.

    The hairstyle.

    The fashion.

    The character.

    The overall.

    But it wasn't that fun anymore when I looked at myself.

    I'm dark.

    I'm short.

    I'm wierd.

    I'm underfashioned.

    I'm outdated.

    I'm worthless.

    After AMT I slacked with my classmates in front of Cheers for about 10 minutes or so, before waiting for the bus ride home.

    Home was boring as ever.

    But I didn't go out.

    Where can I go?

    And I woke up yesterday, and aunt called us to Causeway Point.

    So me and sis waited for bus:



    First we walked around Causeway Point:




    Then we had nowhere else to go, so I decided on Bugis Street.

    Aunt has never been there before.

    Went there at 1600, and went back home at 2200h.

    Aunt bought me 3 shirts, and uncle bought me hairdye >.<

    Sis bought bangles.

    Then me and sis took the MRT back to Boon Lay.

    We didn't want to go back that early, so we slacked at Mac'D.

    After all the Coke and Apple Pie, we proceeded home.

    I slept straight.

    And oh yea I spotted this:

    Love the truth about tender white chick =X

    What I found out was that,

    Valentines' Day isn't celebrated today.

    In fact it isn't today.

    It was yesterday.

    Since CNY coincides with Valentines' Day, couples had taken the opportunity to take the Saturday off and go out together as couples before CNY.

    Everywhere was crowded with couples yesterday.

    They were holding hands, blocking the whole pathway, expecting me to walk under their London Bridge.

    But then again.

    At least.

    Al least they were able to enjoy their day.

    THEIR day.

    THEIR Valentines' Day.

    Not mine.

    How does it feel like celebrating Valentines' Day?

    Hmm.

    My loved one.

    Nopes.

    My loved oneS.

    Myself.

    My family.

    My relatives.

    My friends.

    My cat.

    My guitars.

    And my pastimes.

    These precious things are my current Valentines for now.

    Let's see what's next in the list.

    Az1



    Tuesday, February 09, 2010
    Yea
    Yesterday night I went to JP at 2130h.

    I was hungry so I went to Mac'D.

    I went alone.

    I was sad.

    Lonely.

    Yea.

    Ah.

    Then.

    I saw mascots.

    They wore CNY outfits.

    So cuuuttteeee! >.< there were 4 of them BTW.

    And one of them was like performing Kungfu, with the big head still on.

    How heavy is the head, I wonder?

    Then I bought wax for dad, donuts for sis, and went home.

    Saw my neighbour while walking home.

    Ate my McSpicy meal when I reached home.

    Then I slept.

    I was tired and couldn't find the strength to study.

    Woke up at 0600h today.

    Reached school at 0730h, and went into class at 0810h.

    Lecturer was late.

    And MOL made me fucked up.

    Everytime I did revisions, the net starts making problems.

    Thus I didn't even bothered to do it.

    Fuck MOL.

    I emo-ed the whole day because of it.

    Then after EG2 we went to Makan Place to eat.

    My classmates were planning where to go for class outing after the exams.

    So much money.

    I've no cash.

    "Like poor only."

    Then we met LTP for an hour of AEL.

    It was as usual, fast but understandable.

    =D

    Then some of us did ITT autoCAD in front of cheers.

    I stayed till 1500h.

    And now I'm home.

    Just ate mum's Mee Siam for lunch.

    I ate 2 servings =X

    Hmm.

    Hope I still have the energy for revision later.

    Ja na.



    Hello.
    Hello. Welcome to the Psychiatric Hotline

    If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly.

    If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2.

    If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5, and 6.

    If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line so we can trace the call.

    If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press.

    If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press. No one will answer.

    If you are anxious, just start pressing numbers at random.

    If you are phobic, don't press anything.

    If you are anal retentive, please hold.



    Monday, February 08, 2010
    Hey
    Yesterday once more..

    Yesterday, Sunday night, I followed mum to the shops.

    Alotta people.

    Went to pet shop to buy food for my bro.

    Then went in to Fairprice.

    Then I forgot where.

    So many places.

    Then went home at 2200h.

    I decided to sleep late.

    I slept at 0100h.

    Before that I spammed milk down my throat.

    Nidda get taller and stronger.

    =X

    Woke up today at 0800h.

    And I decided not to go to school.

    Quite a number of my friends were not going to turn up too.

    So instead of going to school I went to my aunt's house.

    And I'm still here.

    Hmm.

    I've just completed AEL's 5th e-Tutorial.

    Now I'm just spamming all my past Facebook games.

    And WOW Zynga and Playfish's games have improved by ALOT!

    I'm going to start playing again =X

    Till then..

    Az1 Takaeshi



    Sunday, February 07, 2010
    This post benefits those who would want to know me deeper. I too read it, and I realized it totally describes me. It's my life description:


    PISCES

    Compatibility:

    The most compatible signs with Pisces are generally considered to be Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio and Capricorn. The least compatible signs with Pisces are generally considered to be Gemini and Sagittarius.

    Characteristics of a Pisces man:

    Spiritual, mysterious, imaginative and idealistic this man is one of the dreamers of the zodiac. He senses and feels things which other less sensitive folk miss, making him perhaps seem a little psychic at times. This can be applied in many directions, for example he may be a natural emotional healer, creative artist or astute businessman.

    The symbol for Pisces is two fish moving in opposite directions, which represents the conflicting desires of flesh and spirit. This is a battle of self indulgence versus self denial, and balancing these two forces is no easy task. Some Pisceans are attracted to drama, art, creativity or fantasy in an attempt to escape from the gritty reality and frequent disappointments of life.

    The Pisces man often is of the view that the best route to finding inner peace is to give to others, and in many respects this is the most generous and selfless sign. Highly sympathetic, compassionate, self-sacrificing, intuitive and unassuming, he may absorb emotions from the environment around him, often becoming happy or depressed based on the mood of others. As such he may do far better when with optimists than pessimists. He tends to give a piece of himself to anyone he loves, and gets a lot of satisfaction from helping and serving others.

    He is more likely to think with his heart than his head, tending to dislike confrontation or hurting others in any way, and often having difficulty saying no, or leaving bad situations or relationships. At times he prefers to just ‘go with the flow’ and friction of any kind may drain his energy.

    The net result of these traits is sadly that the Pisces man is easily taken advantage of and manipulated by the uncaring, which can create a vicious cycle of lowered self worth and increased need for approval typically from the very people who are bad for him. For this reason although he typically makes an attractive lover to most other signs, he is compatible with relatively few.

    One of Pisces greatest life lessons is to learn to be a little selfish, in order to better choose who deserves their help and love. In this way they can transform from a martyr to the strong, to a savior of the weak.

    Pisces man as a lover:

    The original romantic, this is a man who needs a soul mate more than most. Gentle, caring, sentimental, romantic and selfless, he has a strong tendency to put his loved ones ahead of himself, and will rarely become angry or aggressive. He is loyal beyond question, and unlikely to be able to sleep with someone he doesn't love.

    Ideal Partner:

    The Pisces man does well with sensitive and caring partners. Pisces equally can benefit from a strong partner, as long as that person is caring and optimistic.

    Ideal Gifts:

    A hand written love letter or poem will do more for your Pisces than a new Ferrari will. Always choose gifts with meaning and significance, and ignore brand names, coolness or any other factor. A weekend away with quality time together is always a good choice.


    To those who care to read and understand how I work, this is me.

    Az1 Takaeshi




    Revolution of Life
    Konnichiwa na minna.



    ..and yea yesterday I did go out.

    Went to Mac'Donald's @ Jurong Bowl yesterday.

    Reached there at 1900h, and sis ate.

    I did my ITT stage drawing till 2130, then I bought Beef Prosperity meal. HAH!

    Not that bad.

    Though the acclaimed 'spicy' black pepper sauce wasn't even spicy.

    After more or less done with stage, I proceeded with the gobo.

    And I fcuking stoned till 2230h, still getting ideas of what to cut out from the gobo.

    So me and sis went to the supermarket nearby, bought chocolate and pet food for my bro at home, and went home by bus 240.

    Reached home at 2300h.

    There wasn't anything much to do so I went to bed.

    Woke up just now at 0845h.

    And I decided to update before I forget again =XX

    Gonna bathe soon.

    Should I go out today again?

    Az1



    Saturday, February 06, 2010
    Tomorrow..
    "Let's see how tomorrow will be, shall we? =) "

    It was the same.

    Nothing's changed.

    My life's destined.

    Someone's right.

    If I don't enjoy life, I might as well be dead.

    Ngga nyusah'n org laen, bnar?

    Yesterday School began at 1000h, with AutoCAD in the first slot.

    Topic 8, hmm.

    Finished it in half an hour.

    Not as hard.

    81 / 100 for AutoCAD test.

    A li'l bit DEMORALIZING.

    I should have gotten MORE.

    Nopes. I don't deserve high marks.

    I'm not a high status.

    Then it was EG2 at 1200h.

    Thank God I was able to concentrate.

    I need to buck up.

    Break at 1300h.

    Ate at Makan Place.

    Then followed my friend to her band practice.

    AMT at 1400h.

    A lil' bit more fun this time.

    There was background music.

    And it was the subtopic I understood the most.

    It ended at 1730h and I rushed to my cousin's house to burn a DVD for him.

    Reached at 1900h, and went back home at 2130h.

    Took bus 180 at 2145h, and reached back to my crib at 2230h.

    I entered the house and my family was watching Suria Electra.

    I don't give a damn.

    My dad was a lil' bit perangai. (attitude)

    Nak perangai ngan orang, sini ar. Orang bukan budak kecik lagi ar. Tak suka boleh bla. Tak payah balik. Berambos. Pergi luar buat maksiat lagi. Buat susah orang je.

    And I slept straightaway.

    Without bathing.

    Without checking my mail.

    Without talking much.

    Without eating. ( There's nothin 2 eat anyway )

    I woke up today at 1000h, and ate fried rice.

    I want to make myself a Milo drink.

    But there's no milk.

    I know it sounds ridiculous for a household like mine to not even have milk.

    It's hard to fork out 2 bucks even for a can of milk.

    In the end I made coffee.

    Typical of an over-matured bastard.

    Mum told me dad took my 4 bucks.

    "Wan, Ayah nak pinjam duit. I'll pay you back."

    Yea.

    Pay me back? With problems?

    Probability of him paying back is 0.05

    Now it's 1300h and I'm sitting in front of my Macbook stoning.

    What should I do?

    I feel like going somewhere and overnight till tomorrow.

    But where?

    I need to do some soul-searching.

    Az1 Takaeshi.



    Thursday, February 04, 2010
    One more week
    It's 2315h now.

    And I'm bored.

    Thus I'm back here again.

    My blog's like my fantasy spot.

    The place I would want to spend at the most.

    My book.

    My music.

    My news.

    My connections.

    My life.

    And my property.

    Woke up at 0600h today.

    Reached school at 0845h, and decided to have breakfast at canteen 2.

    Then went into AEL lecture at 0915h.

    Then it was 2 hours of EG2.

    Break was at 1200h.

    Canteen 3 again.

    Same Malay stall again.

    Same dish again.

    Same time again.

    Then there was AEL tutorial from 1300-1400h.

    And thus school ended in a weird manner.

    Don't know why.

    Guess it was because mainly, the reason, I went home quite early.

    My other classmates went to watch stuff at the cinema.

    Not sure what they watched.

    Guess they had much fun together.

    If only I got the cash...

    Just now at 2130h my neighbour came in with a Malay horror CD called 'Skrip 7707'.

    Not that bad of an idea, but yeah, I've seen worse in real life so yeah...

    It just ended so I'm here.

    Not really looking forward to school tomorrow.

    It's Deja Vu.

    It's the same thing over and over again.

    It's on repeat.

    As if my life's played by a disc jockey.

    It's being pulled to the same position every time.

    I want change.

    Let's see how tomorrow will be, shall we? =)

    Az1 Takaeshi



    Wednesday, February 03, 2010
    Wednesday once more baby...
    And I woke up today and asked myself "What day is it today?"

    And I replied "It is Saturday!"

    How I wished I had said that.

    But my honesty told me it was Wednesday so I showered and went to school at 0800h.

    Sat at Canteen 3 with a cup of hot tea.

    I stoned, and saw my lecturer buying drinks.

    Then I went up at 0845h, and the room's still not open.

    When it finally opened at 0905h, I quickly did my stuff.

    When AEEPS finally ended at 1200h, we went to Canteen 3.

    I didn't want to eat there 'cause I was already sick and tired of the food there.

    Muak ar dok. Boleh muntah suak.

    Then the class started to split up.

    Bit by bit.

    I don't know if I'm being paranoid, but I could suddenly imagine how me and my classmates would part our own ways in the coming future.

    It's saddening it seems.

    Then we went to Atrium, and I bought food from Zesty Tomato.

    Then after an hour stoning, chatting and getting awed by SNSD =XXX , we went to ITT at 1400h.

    AutoCAD again.

    This time it was a high stool.

    Its so simple yet he took a long time to do it.

    Aiyo...

    Then it was announced that we had to submit our Gobo, compiled AutoCAD drawings and all, plus test, next week.

    Likea shit only laa.

    Just when I was about to tell myself to chillax abit.

    Neh..

    ITT ended at 1700h, and I went to the bus stop at 1715h.

    Reached home at 1830h, took out my laptop and listened to Jyukai.

    Then at 2030h, after BERITA, sis and I went to the shops and bought food.

    Prata and Karipap! =D

    And sis bought Strawberry ice kacang, so I hijacked on it too.

    It was FUCKING ORGASM!

    The strawberry flavour's there.

    Lols.

    Hmm..

    It's 2245h now.

    And I don't know what else to say.

    Yea.

    I think I should get myself an iPod Touch and update my blog every single time.

    'Cause I easily forget what I want to write here.

    Hmm... I think and I think and I can't seem to recall what I wanna type..

    It's okay.

    Gomen na.

    Ja.

    Oyasuminasai.

    Yoi yume o.

    Dewa mata ashita.

    Don't let the bed bugs bite!

    Az1 Takaeshi



    Heightism


    Just a random summary about the concept of heightism:

    Heightism is a type of discrimination based on human height. This refers to unfair treatment because of a person's short or tall stature. Short people are generally disadvantaged for employment opportunities. For most women, the height of a man is a major factor that makes him sexually attractive towards her. Heightism is also cited as one of the underlying causes of the Rwandan Genocide, in which approximately one million people were killed. It is believed that one of the reasons that political power was conferred to the minority Tutsis by the exiting Belgians was because they were taller and therefore (in the eyes of the Belgians) considered superior and more suited to governance. Short candidates face disadvantage in politics too. Out of the 54 US presidential elections only 13 have been won by the shorter candidate.

    Heightism should be STROKED OFF.

    Since I feel it too.

    Az1 Takaeshi



    Tuesday, February 02, 2010
    Hate my...
    Tadaima!

    Taikutsu shiteiru.

    I just don't know why.

    Even though there's no reason to.

    Got back home and switched on my Macbook.

    Then I shredded for like an hour and half, and slept at 1700h.

    Woke up again at 2030h, took a shower and went to 7-11 to buy stuff.

    'Cause I was hungry, and rice doesn't seem to make me full today.

    Then my family chatted among ourselves, and I'm here.

    Updating this shit. =X

    Anyway I'm soo sorry, people.

    It seems my picture posts have long been gone.

    Well I didn't really know what pictures to take.

    There's nothing to take, it seems.

    Unless I have a girlfriend.

    Then I'll SPAM pictures all over.

    Exams are around the corner of the corners.

    I think it's around that atom.

    Yea over there on the wall.

    No, there.

    At the corner.

    Yea that's the one.

    Exams are around it.

    In thr'333' weeks time.

    And it's the End-of-year exams at that.

    Hmm.

    Gotta study!

    Overnight spam at Mac'D!!!

    Take the last bus o Mac'D, study, and then take the first bus home.

    This is what I usually do.

    And I would succesfully force my body and mind to concentrate on my notes.

    'Cause there would be almost no one around me, and there's MAC'DONALD'S FOOD!!!!

    Hell yeah! Like'a nice only!

    Anyway, yea.

    I hate my... closet.

    My wardrobe's fucking outdated.

    The oldest shirt I have was from 12 years ago.

    How's that?

    And I realised that even when I'm wearing them now, it seems big.

    And I wonder...

    HOW THE HELL DID I WEAR OVERSIZED SHIRTS WHEN I WAS SMALL???

    SO DAMN BIG AR!!

    Siao!

    I wanna change my wardrobe.

    I wanna have new nice trendy clothes.

    Those I wanna feel like wearing every single day.

    But.

    When I think again.

    Changing the whole wardrobe, doesn't change the person himself.

    Oyasumi nasai.

    Az1 Takaeshi.


    Still pondering..



    Hmm
    Na Minna!

    School started at 0800h today with EG2 first.

    And last.

    Yea it was the only lesson for the day!

    C.A.T.S. completed. SnW completed.

    Yea so it ended at 1000h and now I'm here at Canteen 3 having nothing to do and don't really know what to eat for breakfast.

    Hmm.

    I don't want to go home yet.

    'Cause there's nothing to do at home.

    Besides doing chores and stuff.

    Yea.

    Be right back!

    I hope.

    Ja!

    Itekimas!



    Monday, February 01, 2010
    Own Quotes

    Bangs

    My original Quotes:

    "No matter how much rice you put in your mouth, the hidden meat could still be tasted." -Az1-
    It means no matter how much you try to feel happy, the bitterness of life could still be felt.

    "You have no right to say wrong about others, if you say right things wrongly." -Az1-
    It means you have no right to spot other people's mistakes if you yourself are not perfect.

    "Make happy things by making things happy." -Az1-

    "Love is blind to the extend that it has never seen itself in the mirror before." -Az1-

    "If you think your life sucks, think of other people around you whose life sucks more." -Az1-

    "Think of the contents before you shit from your mouth." -Az1-
    It means think of what you want to speak, before you talk. Because what you want to speak may hurt others.

    "Life is dull when you see two colours around you." -Az1-
    Life gets boring when the same things happen all the time.

    "It doesn't mean you are a tree if you're made of wood." -Az1-

    "A winner once doesn't make you a winner every time." -Az1-

    Well these are currently all that I can think of.

    I need to think.

    And to those who think I'm talking rubbish:

    I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE.

    Thank you for reading my blog. =D

    Az1.



    Dullness ttm.
    Didn't do much yesterday.

    Sundays are usually sunny.

    And dull.

    And boring.

    And sick.

    'Cause school's the next day.

    Hmm.

    Then I went to sleep.

    I woke up today at 0830h and got ready for school.

    Haiz.

    Had DEP test at 1100h.

    Hmm..okok laa.

    I guess I did a mistake for the first and second question.

    MATI LO!!

    Then we had 3 hours of break.

    So we sat near LT26, it was damn hot so we went to LT22.

    My friends played Spin the Bottle.

    Then they asked "Would you rather....?"

    Yea.

    I didn't want to play it.

    It made me recall my bad past.

    I hate it.

    Then AEL was at 1500h.

    It ended at 1600h.

    I went straight home.

    Yea that was today.

    When I reached home I did my AEL web tutorial.

    When it was done I shredded for abit, and now I'm blogging.

    I may be going to Mac'D for an overnight there.

    Need to finish up my EG2 MOL.

    I'm lagging!

    So..yea.

    Ja na.



    Advertisements
    helpmeclick

    tag
    oh don't be shy

    twit-spring-cloud
    short updates

    Send me
    your sounds

    LAYOUT
    credits
    CSS code & layout by love
    icons: hot-layouts, photobucket
    image hosting: photobucket