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Azwan - Takeshi

20th March 1992.

A 21-year old body with a mind far beyond comprehension.

History:
-Qifa Primary Sch
-Bukit View Secondary Sch
-Ngee Ann Polytechnic
-Specialist Cadet Sch 15/13

I'm a:
-Shinobi
-Anime Otaku
-Photographer
-Traceur
-Audio-visual Freelance
-Instrumentalist
-Artist
-Skater
-Biker

Things I love:
-Anime
-Photography
-Speed Biking
-Music
-Elsa (elec guit)
-Belle (acoustic guit)
-Dust (semi-acoustic guit)
-Skating (land/ice)
-Badminton / Tennis
-Drawing
-Parkour
-My cat
-Siti Nurhidayah Binte Osman <3



I don't dare to kill even an ant.
p.s Kill animals and I'll hunt you down.

I may be quiet most of the time.
But if you're willing to talk, I may talk for kilometers. =P

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"A cat has absolute emotional honesty: human beings, for one reason or another, may hide their feelings, but a cat does not.” - Ernest Hemingway"


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    Tuesday, April 27, 2010
    Monday blues
    Just posting recent random pics of me and sis:
















    Hmm.

    Hey readers =)

    Back for more blogging.

    It's the second week of my second year in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

    It was great to know someone in class today who thinks the same way as I do.

    Thanx, _________



    Finished school at 10 am in the morning.

    Which is damn sick.

    So I went to Makan Place with a friend of mine, met another friend there.

    I lepak-ed till 1.

    Reached home at half past 2, and slept till eight.

    And so I'm here.

    It's a boring day.

    School tomorrow at 10.

    Let's see how tomorrow goes, shall we?

    ...

    Great that you still read my shitty blog. =X

    I can still recall.

    I made a promise to you.

    That I won't delete our lovely photos together..

    ..till I have a new significant other.

    And I just want to tell you..

    I never forgot my promise.

    Az1



    Saturday, April 24, 2010
    Emo
    Had I been promising myself not to be emo again?

    I did.

    I was never emo to begin with.

    I have to admit.

    Yes, I'm quiet.

    I'm shy.

    I have low self confidence.

    I hate how I look.

    I wonder how people hate me when they look at my ugly face.

    I don't really know how to start a conversation.

    And when I do, people think I'm weird.

    I don't know what to talk about.

    'Cause it's really difficult for me to find a topic.

    It's not like I understand most of my classmates anyway.

    My class's almost divided into more smaller classes.

    Only some understand their own jokes.

    Only some hang out together.

    Only some gossip bout things others don't know.

    Thinking back, I know almost nothing about what they're talking about.

    I don't even know what to talk about with them; there's really nothing to begin with.

    And I realize, I'm becoming distant.

    Worse, I didn't even feel like saying goodbye to my friends last Fri when lecture ended.

    I'm a bastard, I know.

    Sorry, my friends.

    I don't know.

    I'm unreasonable.

    I'm sensitive.

    It's just sad to have a full eye view of what the class's becoming.

    And the other thing..

    What's becoming of me?

    Myself?

    I'm mood less.

    I don't know what to feel when I'm in class.

    And I think my modules are fucking boring.

    I know it's not the modules.

    It's me.

    It's always me.

    And I ate in school only on one day, Wednesday.

    I didn't eat in sch on Mon, Tue, Thu and Fri.

    I'm not sure why.

    I think I'm gonna die soon.

    My pants are getting loose.

    And my brain's shutting down.

    My heart's becoming empty.

    And my eyes are closing.

    Whatever.


    ........


    All that I'm pointing out is, I'm bullshit.

    And what I'm hoping for is, I want my old last-year class back.

    I really miss what used to be then.

    Really.



    Az1



    Monday, April 19, 2010
    Year two
    The first day of Year Two.

    Nothing's changed.

    Yet.

    I was in school at half past 7.

    Lesson from 8-12.

    I sat down in the Atrium, anticipating any one of my darling classmates to walk past.

    But to no avail.

    I went up to class at 8.

    Lesson was boring.

    The class was a mixture of students from different courses.

    2 of my classmates were there.

    It ended at 10 instead.

    I was lonely.

    I met no one else except Joan and Li Jing.

    So, being a good boy, and not lepak, I took the bus home.

    That was my first day of year two.

    Pathetic day, isn't it?

    Time flies.

    Really fast.

    Without knowing it, I'm in year two.

    And I have juniors 0.0

    Well, I hope things do change.

    For the better.

    Between me and Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

    Between me and my classmates.

    Between me and my schoolmates.

    Between me and my lecturers.

    Between me and my assignments.

    And most importantly, between me and myself.

    Az1



    Sunday, April 18, 2010
    Skating days
    *notice: there's a new ad from Google in the box at the top, there. click click for me! =D


    Wee!

    Woosh!

    Skating spam!

    I'm soo retarded.

    Hey, welcome back my readers!

    Love you all for even bothering to read my useless web diary =)

    School's tomorrow.

    19th April 2010.

    Year 2, Semester 3, Audio Visual Technology.

    Haiz, it's fast.

    Life, I mean. Not holidays.

    In fact, it felt as though in the blink of an eye, I'm already an 18-year old, within the legal age to drink, smoke, buy 4-D, watch NC-16 and M-18 movies (i haven't watched any yet), ride a motorcycle, drive a car (next month!!!), contribute to my CPF, and more.

    And I still think I'm eight. =X

    Oh well.


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    This was what I did with the last few moments of my two-month long year-end holidays...


    SKATEBOARDING!

    Lols.

    A few snippets with my bandmates at the Esplanade underground:





    And a video log of me and a buddy at the stupid Jurong Lake Skate Park:



    In the video log you can take a look at what happens after 24 hours of not sleeping, going to the studio for a band practice session, watching anime for 3 hours, and travelling straight from Boon Lay to Chinese Garden on my deck to the skatepark.

    I got drowsy by the time I reached, and I had no mood to do anything right.

    I can't even do my ollie right!

    My mate taught me Pop Shove It.

    I needa make it higher.

    Tired bo!

    And in the video log too, you can see how the ramps can become a sliding playground for kids =)

    Oh wells.

    While typing these keys to the blog, I'm listening to:

    Song: Holiday
    Artist: Jyukai

    Album: Wild Flower


    Imba classical pop by Dewa, and lovely melody by Manami =)


    Argh, I'm going off to sleep.

    School in 8 hours!

    Till then!

    Good night.

    Assalamualaikum.

    Bye.

    Az1



    Special post.
    *notice: there's a new ad from Google in the box at the top, there. click click for me! =D


    Well, here comes another post.

    It's just a silly post to commemorate the arrival of something special at my doorstep..

    ..a cat!

    I'm not sure if it's injured near the face, head, ears and chin area, or it's just because of old age.

    It's quite thin and frail too.

    It's fur is white, and it looked almost like a Persian without the fluff.

    Here it is:

    video log + photo snippets

    *play the video log too =)





    General info:
    • Matte white tabby fur
    • Male
    • Short snout
    • Blue eyes (red when reflected)

    Well, as an avid 'fan' of nature, it's just usual for me to be close with these kinda things.

    I would like to try finding a kind and generous someone who would like to adopt this meow over her that I've mentioned.

    Sorry to say that the brown cat which jumped into my house is already my kitten =)

    This cat is still available, anyone who wants it as a companion, can give me a comment and contact into my tag box, thank you. =)

    Wait for my next post okay!

    Ja na minna san =D

    Az1



    Friday, April 16, 2010
    Insomnia
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    Heys peoples!

    Hmm, I realize I'm always Hey-ing and Na Minna-ing at the beginning of every post.

    Well I think I've gotta change it.



    Assalamualaikum my readers!

    Mhm, that sounds much better =)

    Guess why I'm here at half past four in the morning?

    It's all thanks to this ungrateful guy named Insomnia.

    He's keeping me from sleeping!

    He's such a bother!

    And he's been keeping me from sleep for 2 weeks now!

    I've gotta give him a tight slap soon, really.

    School's gonna resume in 3 days.

    And my body clock's not yet adjusted.

    Hey Insomnia, better watch out! *!


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    Heys people, I was AFK just now, and now I'm back!

    Hahas, really, no kidding.

    You trust me right? =X

    People are dozing off and even snoozing at this time, and I was at the kitchen, finding food to eat.

    Found soggy fries on the table.

    I fried it just now, or so-called yesterday, at 2130h.

    Then I ate a few grapes.

    And I'm back!

    Eat so much also can't grow fat. Haiz.

    *p.s. Research has PROVEN that most women prefer Endomorphs rather than Mesomorphs or Ectomorphs.

    Don't understand? Google them.

    Basically what I meant was women tend to prefer having fleshy guys as their companion rather than those muscular, athletic or thin ones.

    Well I guess I would have to agree with this.

    Hmms.

    Couldn't find any instant noodle packs!

    Argh!

    All finished liao. Must buy some more already.


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    Okay, back to this Insomnia guy.

    Just kidding.

    Sis (and a few others as well) had asked me about the criteria of my ideal girlfriend.

    To be honest, I've never limit my search to this.

    I realized, I have no criteria!

    *Other than her having to BITE ICE CREAM RATHER THAN LICK IT.

    Well that used to be what I preferred.

    Hahas, it's darn silly, mind you.

    Me? Finding a girl that bites ice cream instead of licking?

    The probability of finding one is 0.001.

    Well, since Insomnia's trying to kill me, why not I kill time now, and make a list of the criteria for my ideal girlfriend right?

    Hehe... good idea, Az. *smirk

    Anyone wants me to share my criteria?

    Chey =X


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    All right, it's now 0500h, and there goes my sis' alarm.

    She has cross country later.

    MacRitchie reservoir.

    4.8km.

    Bzzzzzzzz..........

    It's a s simple as teleporting.

    It's gonna rain too -.-

    Well then.

    It's time for me to continue listing down the girlfriend criteria. Bzzzt. Such a stupid idea, but it may work.

    My next post would be about something very special.

    Till then,
    Assalamualaikum, my readers.
    Take care.
    And GOOD MORNING. XO
    *sorry, no pics today

    Az1 Takaeshi



    Monday, April 12, 2010
    WTB
    NA MINNA!

    I decided not to buy an iPod Touch.

    There are many more things I could do with that money.

    Like...

    A BMX!

    Hahas.

    I really want one now. *reminiscing the memories with my old GT*

    Well it's time I got mine.

    And I'm posting it here:

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    I'm searching for a second-hand BMX
    • preferably GT/Haro frame or fork
    • parts changed/unchanged is fine with me, as long as the weight's not heavy
    • budget is $220 (still negotiable if u want slightly higher)
    Interested sellers please contact me, thank you.
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Talk about advertisements =P

    Well, got called into a band by friends.

    Hope everything goes fine, and hopefully I'll be able to make more cash from the gigs that's gonna come by our side, insyallah =D


    Me =P

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    Till then, wari na minna, need to watch pieces of anime before I go off to bed.

    Heh.

    Ja na.

    Oyasuminasai!


    Az1



    Monday, April 05, 2010
    Why
    Ohayou gozaimasu, minna san!
    Another week has passed since my last post.

    How freaking quick time flies.

    Oh well.

    Had been a not-so-packed week this time.

    Sheam gave me a 3-day packing job at Armstrong Logistics @ Bukit Batok.

    Mon - Wed.

    Very bad at first.

    As the hours went by, it suddenly became nothing more than physical work, which I don't mind at all.




    Many messy stuff



    My contractor pass



    Random shots

    Entertained ourselves with songs

    Macro on my phone. Hmm not bad ar =X

    Before & after clearing
    taken using 3 shots into 1 photo
    (panorama shot)



    Well, then it's the end of our 3-day warehouse job.

    I'm planning to find another work, when suddenly Sheam called.

    Another 60 bucks tomorrow. 0900-2100.

    Haiz, I keep on spamming cash in my bank, without even thinking of my own health.

    It's okay, everything would be better when school reopens, I guess.

    Hmm.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Went to Paya Lebar yesterday, with uncle and aunt.

    Sis was having a really bad headache, so I went alone.

    Talked to Yuichi on the way, in the MRT.

    Kawaii na, omae no koe. =X

    Then me and my relatives walked around, and ate Mee Rebus and SATAY! Hee =D

    After a few more hours of walking around, I saw a POSB ATM and stopped by to check my account.

    Pay going to come in the day after, which is today!

    Well, first thing's first.

    Paying for sis's O level fees.

    Then I can talk bout spending.

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Well then, I'm off.

    Gotta meet someone.

    SOMEONE.

    Can't tell who.

    You guys should know!

    Hahas.

    Hmm till then.

    Ittekimasu! Ja na!


    Az1



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