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Azwan - Takeshi

20th March 1992.

A 21-year old body with a mind far beyond comprehension.

History:
-Qifa Primary Sch
-Bukit View Secondary Sch
-Ngee Ann Polytechnic
-Specialist Cadet Sch 15/13

I'm a:
-Shinobi
-Anime Otaku
-Photographer
-Traceur
-Audio-visual Freelance
-Instrumentalist
-Artist
-Skater
-Biker

Things I love:
-Anime
-Photography
-Speed Biking
-Music
-Elsa (elec guit)
-Belle (acoustic guit)
-Dust (semi-acoustic guit)
-Skating (land/ice)
-Badminton / Tennis
-Drawing
-Parkour
-My cat
-Siti Nurhidayah Binte Osman <3



I don't dare to kill even an ant.
p.s Kill animals and I'll hunt you down.

I may be quiet most of the time.
But if you're willing to talk, I may talk for kilometers. =P

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    Sunday, April 26, 2009
    Polytechnic life

    Beloved AVT peeps. AVT rocks the whole NP campus!!

    Nehh!!

    I'm back! After going through a whole week of polytechnic life, i'm really exhausted, but at the same time satisfied. Many thought they are assured that going into poly will surely be a breeze, and it turned out that they shed tears because of fear. Fear that they would not be able to get through the education. Fear that their life would be totally different from when they were still in secondary school uniforms. Fear that they would have too much freedom. Fear that the whole world may suddenly rotate in the other way. Well, i was thankful for these reasons. And of course the few others. Well we're here together facing the same sithuation as a whole. Do not feel lonely. Just remember; we're here. =)

    Back to me now. Poly wasn't such as a bad thing as i had thought previously. Well in fact it's the only one thing; can i really survive the three years of poly edu? There are lots of things you need to have in your body and mind to face poly life. I met a couple of priceless friends and dedicated educators of mine. My timetable wasn't such a bother (well HELL YEA actually, i hate Mondays) and campus seemed much smaller and smaller as each day passed by.

    By the way, UPDATES:

    Monday:
    It was the first day of school. I met friends, lecturers, strangers, bus drivers(those that i especially hate) and of course more and more animals LOL. I went to school at 0900 and went back home at 1800. It was quite a long day, with lots of valuable time wasted (breaks) in between. It was the first time my curiosity seened completely vanished. Baka jan.

    Tuesday:
    I am totally dead serious when i say that today was the best day in my timetable as i had lessons only from 1300-1700h. WOOHOO! Well, i seriously love the leturer. She let us bring food and drinks into class, give us long breaks in between lessons, and let us an hour early! So my class ended at 1600 instead. How nice! Then i met Daifi and a few others and decided to collect the prestige card. Then we went our own separate ways.

    Wednesday:
    Lessons started as early as 0800h. It was a long break today, so the whole(almost) of AVT went to Bukit timah Plaza Pizza hut to have our lunch. Then lessons ended at 1700h.

    Thursday:
    Lessons started at 0800h again. But it ended at 1500h. So i went for tutoring from 1600-1830, and went to Woodlands to repair a computer. I reached home at 2000 then. And true enough as i had guessed, everyone was anticipating the next day.

    Friday:
    It arrived in the blink of the eye. What, u ask me? Friday, what else! The reason is simple.. AVT lesson was today! Lesson started at 0900h. Since break was 2 hours from 1100h, we played pool at Bukit timah Plaza Mambo Billiards. Then we head back to campus for..AVT lesson! Everyone was like, "WAH!!! So many speakers" and "eh, so many i-macs OMG" and "so cool laa!!". I felt a feeling like never before. It's like seeing people achieve their only dream. That was what i felt for my peers. Happiness. I got to touch my loaned laptop for the first time..ZZZZ Lessons ended early, at 1500h. Then AVT peeps went to eat at Makan Place and laugh non-stop there till 1800h. When i reached home my aunt's family came to visit. They went back at 2000h and i slept straightaway as i really have a bad migraine at that time. The first week of school ended. Yokatta nehh minna! Mou onaka ga ippai.

    Saturday:
    I think i passed out the night before at 2000h and woke up today at 1100h. My family said they spent alot of effort trying to wake me up the whole time. They recalled i even opened my eyes wide and looked at them, but seriously, i couldn't remember all of those. What i remembered was that i woke up on Saturday 25th April 2009 at 1100h full stop I couldnt remember them waking me up. Then at 1700h i went out to play pool and LAN games with my bandmates. I reached home at 0000h...and here I am!! =D TEEHEE

    By the way to those who dream too much, negaigoto oosugiru n janai yo nehh! Iu wa yasuku okonau wa katashi. You can dream on and make your life as miserable as a helpless sea cucumber at the bottom of the ocean. Bakana mane wa shinaide ne.

    Speaking of which, AVT is like the coolest course in campus. We meet, eat, walk, talk and laugh together, and are never separated. As for me sometimes i didn't want to go home just because i didn't want to part with AVT. Demo muri da yo!

    Argh, what happened to my brain? I started writing this post with lotsa things in mind but now it's all hell blank! Gomene minna. Konya ore wa korede owari no shiyou. Mou onaka ga ippai.

    Ja nehh.

    Oyasumi.

    AVT oreto daisuki des.

    TEEHEE

    Kotoshi koso ii hito ni meguriaemasu youni. Where are you, girl?



    Friday, April 17, 2009
    HELP! MISSING FELINES!!

    Look at these Crying Stars available only in Japan! And they made a yellow one? Since when!?!? I want it!! (*,0,*)

    YOHA!!!
    I start off by saying hell-o!!!
    Well hell's here for me-I'm doomed! Well, at least. Poly students are starting our first lecture cum Monday! Damnit..no more free time for guitars and Left4dead!!! By the way happy schooling poly students! MUWAHAHA

    Remember that i said my bro went missing? Hell yes. BUT! Hell no, what i found out recently was that, almost all the felines that my neighbours have had all gone missing. ALMOST ALL?? this is ridiculous sh*t. And guess what, the new member went missing too. She didn't come back after 2 whole days. Damn. Where have all the cats go? Jang, Bambang, Janna, Tommy, Manja, and the rest! Where are you guys?? Well we suspected that people were literally ABDUCTING them! If i found out that you were taking them, your head will be up on the roof. SERIOUSLY.

    MY LOVELIES, NOOO!!!

    Oh well, UPDATES!

    Sunday:
    My relatives came today while i was having guitar tutoring. OH NO! I hurriedly finished what needs to be taught and joined them as it was my cousin's birthday. Then some went back at 1900h while me, my family and the rest of them went to Jurong Point to shop. I bought 3 pairs of shirts from Baleno. =D Then me and my sis went to Ananas and bought chicken rice to be eaten at home.

    Monday:
    My SoE EE Division is having a 3d2n camp the next day. Three courses are attending it together (AVT, EE and CEM). So i went to Clementi at 1930 to buy stuff for camp. I met my band mateys there and played Left4dead with my friends till 2130. We ate and then went home.

    Tuesday:
    Today was camp! I expected it to be soooooo funnnnn! But well it turned out to be the complete opposite. Besides making new friends and meeting pre-classmates, i learnt how to play catching, Wild Wild West and of course, whacko! WHAT SH*T 0.0 After dinner some of us went back home. COOL RIGHT?? We could go home just like that. Some went home out of boredom, while the rest didn't wanna miss part 2 of " The Last Templar". Well my reason was partly those. But the main reason was that i had tutoring to be done the next day. I went home at 1830h and reached home at 1930h. At the end of the day i met some friends. Joel, Jayni, Lynn, Min Qi, And these 2 guys I met in the Lecture Theatre, and the rest at the sports hall, and many more (sorry i forget names easily..i apologise so much). And of course my schoolmate from BVSS, Li Jing. You guys rock my *ehmm* yea =D

    Wednesday:
    Tutoring was cancelled. So i stayed at home, having no idea what to do. DAMN. So lonely.

    Thursday:
    I went back to Ngee Ann poly for the Induction programme. It was no better than the Macbook Training, much more worse than the camp. But well all in all, at the end of the day we brought back home a 1GB thumbdrive, a shoebag, a bottle, a lanyard, a shirt and a Ngee Ann polytechnic School of Engineering Student Handbook. YAY! I reached home at 1300h. I got dizzy at around 1700h and slept till the next day.

    Friday:
    Went back topoly with my mum to buy my lecture notes. There was a book short so i had to come back again the next time to buy it. Then we made our way to my uncle's house @ Ang Mo Kio. On the way i took out the notes and exclaimed, "Damn, two of my most hated subjects- PHYSICS and A.MATHS!". Well i tried studying and scribbling on them and i covered 2 chapters of A.Maths. YAY! Reached my uncle's at 1200h. Then me and my uncle went to the Mosque together and went back at 1430h. Then me and my mum made a move home at 1800h. And yea, I missed my school's Speech Day. Argh! My sis came home at 2000h, bringing home a $70 Popular voucher. Then i went out to Jurong Point out of boredom and came back home at 2330h. And..here i am!!!

    Lols.

    Oh, and as you guys have noticed from the past few entries, my posts have become kind of 'colourful' in a way. It's just that i felt that my blog has not enough colour. Even the gay singer Mika's MTV is much more colourful than my blog. Well, his videos are the only special videos where watching them can make a person have temporary fits and go berserk. My blog doesn't. TOO BAD, MIKA =P

    Well, i guess my post stops here. I'm really dead sleepy. Sorry people. -.- zzzz

    ZZZZZZZZZZZZ



    Sunday, April 12, 2009
    Lonely and busy...

    Look at where the h#ll she's sleeping!

    Nehh!
    Lols. I'm back!
    Damn guys, poly life's starting soon, and I'm bored..kinda. No, very bored! ARGH!

    Oh, and have you guys heard, on the news, that a solar storm is heading towards Earth in 3 years' time? Damn sh*t, in my opinion this will terribly change the human lifestyle. Seriously, imagine it hauling towards us at 800km/s ? Burning transformers and leaving us behind with no source of electricity? Just wait till year 2012, when God decides to show what He is capable of.

    Anyway, I haven't taken my fr*gg*n' testimonial from school. How ridiculous does that sound? =)

    Updates:

    Wednesday:
    I could gladly say today was one of the most memorable days I could ever have. My class of 1E5'05/2E5'06 had a small chalet. It popped up just like that at the eleventh hour. I was lucky that I was able to make it. I reached Pasir Ris MRT at 1430h, and only 5 people were there.
    SERIOUSLY, WTH!
    Everyone arrived at 1545h, and we took the shuttle bus to Aloha Loyang. I remember it as a place which contained memories from 3E5'07/4E5'08. I just loved that place. We enjoyed like there was no tomorrow, as usual. We played at the arcade, went swimming, played billiard at Downtown East, ate at the food court, and made alot of noise all the way. When we went back to our chalet we played games, 'cos the nightwalk was canceled due to slight rain and some untrue 'odd number' thingy that one of us was talking about. Lols!

    Thursday:
    I was still at chalet. =)I then slept from 0530-0630. How ridiculous was that? Then the next day we checked out at 1030h and went to eat at Kopitiam@Whitesands. Then all of us took the MRT home. I parted with everyone at Jurong East MRT. Damn... I was lonely suddenly. =( but guys, seriously from the bottom of my heart, thnks fr th mmrs! I did some crap till 1800h and slept for the rest of the day.

    Friday:
    Woke up at 0300h. Didn't know the reason why. So I decided to turn on my lappy and played Wolfteam and Left4dead till 0800h. Then i went back to sleep, out of boredom. When i woke up again it was 1345h. Damn i missed Friday Prayers! And a new matey came to my house today. I'll tell you the details later. TEEHEE! Nah..then my bandmates came to my house in the evening to discuss stuff and sh*t about our Destination Unbound's upcoming album. Lols!
    Then one of my bandmates and me went to Aloha Cybercafe@West Coast RC at 2100h to play Left4dead. I then reached home at 0000h. OMG

    Saturday:
    It's tutoring day! Tutored for 4 hours.What the? And then i got bored when I reached home. It was a dreadful day. And after a few hours of boredom watching Black Water on TV
    .
    .
    .I'm here!

    Oh, speaking of the new matey, she's a female. That is her pic on the top of this post. Still a few months young. She's soo playful, sometimes even I can't take it. My bro didn't come back home till now. Where are you bro... ='( meow..

    Well I decided to go for the Poly Induction camp in the end. Cos... I don't wanna miss a thing! Tsk! and well it's quite a good opportunity to meet up with fresh faces I really hope they're mature...OMG

    BTW I feel like giving up tutoring. Damn it's really hard to make the kids understand event he most basic of all things. Seriously, what are Primary school teachers doing? Giving them questios that they haven't even attempted before. And, pupils, why can't you do your own revision yourself? And forget about your damn f*ck*ng teachers? Don't depend on them. Why wait for me to teach? I tutor, I don't teach. Dude, don't you ever learn things in school? Each time I ask you whether you have learnt to do a certain type of question and you replied the same thing, "NO!" and thus the reason of pupils going to school and wasting their parents' cold hard cash. Damn see, see? You guys make me rant, damn it! And I do hope this section of my blog reaches and comes out in the papers tomorrow so that these typical species of humans get at least abit of bl**dy IQ stuck to their minds.

    Oh yea, there's guitar tutoring tomorrow...

    Haiz...


    By the way guys, please support and rate my videos, PLEASE!! I really need the comments. Here are the links:

    Destination Unbound-Second Heartbeat


    Destination Unbound-Chapter Four

    Destination Unbound-Seize The Day

    Yea that's about it for now aightes... I just released our song covers on Youtube. I didn't wanna put our original compositions first as they're still in process of professional recording and editing. So..yea =D

    And , please help to pass the name DESTINATION UNBOUND to all people you know. And i do hope we will get their support in the near future yea.

    And yes, you heard it right people, our webpage is releasing soon, though it may not be that good. Woohoo!

    Well it's time for me to switch to Wolfteam.. I heard there's an event going on and it's a chance to get many extra WPs!

    Cheow babe! Oyasumi.

    I'm lonely...



    Wednesday, April 08, 2009
    Responsibility
    Yoyoyo! =)

    Nehh! It's been exactly a week since I updated. It has been quite a speedy week for me as I had quite a number of stuff to attend to. And I just realised that I am currently having a bigger responsibility than i previously was in. I had to take care of my band Destination Unbound, I had to make sure the primary school students I'm teaching could pass their Mid-year examinations, and I had to make sure that my guitar students learn and practice real-life facts and not a bunch of sh*t taught in music schools. Hahas!

    Well let's see what i have been doing this week:

    Thursday:
    Tutoring today. Went at 1800h and ended at 2100h. Then I played Wolfteam when I reached home and slept at 0430h. And i realised that my kill count had dropped. WTF??? I had 600 kills and 1100 deaths. And suddenly my kill count went down to 400. Damn it my K/D percentage has also decreased from 0.6 to 0.36. What is this? I must complain!!

    Friday:
    After Friday prayers I slacked at home for a short while and left for BVSS at 1700h. There was ELDDS practise till late at night and I wanted to be there to give them the full support. I have to comment that they had put in so much enthusiasm into it and had improved by so much. Good luck for the results people! =) Went to Mac'D and ate at the highest level of the multi-storey carpark near Westmall with the rest of the exhausted members till 2300h before heading home.

    Saturday:
    My relatives from both sides came and visited at night. I had fun playing with my cousins (i have countless cousins 'cause there are so many!) Then they went home at 2200h. AND I FOUND MYSELF HAVING NOTHING TO DO...

    Sunday:
    Woke up quite late today, at around 1300h and quickly got ready before my guitar students arrive at 1500h. I taught them till 1700. Then one of them went home while i followed the other to Yamaha @ Boon Lay CC. I then bought some strings as mine have rusted so much till the sound went out of tune(eeks!) Then i spent the whole day on my laptop as usual.

    Monday:
    Went to Ngee Ann Poly with my parents at ten in the Morning to finalise my application for renting of Macbooks (I don't wanna buy one). Then we ate at Jurong Point Mac'D. Anw it was the day the ELDDS members perform for the SYF. I actually thought of tagging along to see them perform, but Mdm maz SMSed me saying that the bus was going to leave from school... GRR... so I changed my mind and stayed at home.

    Tuesday:
    And for today as per normal I went tutoring from 1730-2030h and their father sent me home as they were also on their way to Boon Lay coincidentally. YAY NO BUS! =) Then me and my sis had nothing to do so we went to Jurong Point (at 2230h?) and bought stuff at Fairprice X-tra.

    And when I got back home.....
    Know what happened?
    .
    .
    .
    I decided to update my blog! TEEHEE!

    And by the way, I'm going to chalet tomorrow, a 2E5'06 gathering, I think (WTH I'm not sure!!! ) Yay a chalet!! I had been waiting for it for so long dude!

    I'm waiting for my MACBOOK! Then I'm gonna use Garageband so much...and,and create so many songs...and edit songs made by my band....and upload it onto our webpage.....Oh, and, make a music video out of Final Cut! MUWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

    My darling bro has not been coming back home for the past 3 days. Where are you? I miss you meow. Come back home. Naughty meow. Meow!!! =(

    Well maybe I'll update again tomorrow, if I'm bored. Or the next. Or the day after. Maybe next week. Next month? No, next life. Yea. Dunno 0.0

    Ja nehh, minna! Oyasumi! =)



    Wednesday, April 01, 2009
    Tuition...

    Pornography! Argh! (look at the kid on the right)

    Heyheyhey!

    Konbanwa! Oreto Azwan desuka.
    Lols! It's been quite awhile since I was here. About..a week ago? Lols!
    Anw, poly's starting soon! Woohoo! Demo, there's gonna be no more free time.

    By the way, UPDATES!

    THURSDAY:
    IT WAS MT FIRST DAY OF TUTORING! BEFORE GOING OUT I PREPARED MYSELF, HOW I WANTED TO START THE TALK AND ALL. WELL I WAS GONNA TUTOR TWO PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS BY THE WAY. THE ELDER BRO'S PRI 6 AND THE YOUNGER SIS IS PRI 5. SPEAKING OF WHICH, THEY'RE MY COUSINS, BUT NOT CLOSE TO ME. I REACHED THEIR HOUSE AT TECK WHYE AT 1900H.. ACTUALLY I WAS SUPPOSED TO CONSUME AN HOUR TUTORING THE BRO AND RESERVE ANOTHER HOUR TUTORING THE SIS. AFTER EVENING PRAYERS I TUTORED THE BRO. I STARTED AT 1945H. I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DONE WITH HIM BY 2100 BUT WHEN I LOOKED AT THE WATCH IT WAS...2200H!! WTF. SO I HAD TO RESERVE THE NEXT SESSION JUST FOR THE SIS. LOLS! I REACHED HOME AT 2300H. AND MY AUNTIE GAVE ME 35BUCKS! JUST FOR A 2H SESSION! WOOHOO!

    FRIDAY:
    WENT FOR FRIDAY PRAYERS AT THE MOSQUE. THEN I FORGOT WHERE I WENT OR WHAT I DID. LOLS!

    SATURDAY:
    IT WAS THE SECOND SESSION OF TUTORING, AND IT STARTED AT 1400 THIS TIME. I TAUGHT BOTH SIBLINGS FOR 3 HOURS, AND THEN PLAYED WITH THEM. WTH (IS IT RIDICULOUS FOR A TUTOR TO BE PLAYING WITH HIS STUDENTS?) WELL THEY'RE MY COUSINS SO BE IT =) WENT HOME AT 1800H AFTER THAT. I TOLD MY AUNTIE TO GIVE ME LESS BY THE WAY, AND SO SHE GAVE ME $30. HAHAS!

    SUNDAY:
    WENT OUT WITH MY RELATIVES TODAY. NAH, I DON'T REALLY WANNA TALK MUCH ABOUT THIS DAY. IT CHANGED MY LIFE, AND MY PERCEPTION TOWARD MY RELATIVES AND HOW THE WORLD OPERATES. I'M GLAD I'M BECOMING MORE AND MORE MATURE EACH DAY. THANKS TO ALL THE PROBLEMS AND HARDSHIPS I WENT THROUGH THAT MADE ME THIS MATURE =)

    MONDAY:
    WOKE UP AT 1200H ON THIS DAY. WELL SINCE I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO, I PLAYED WOLFTEAM TILL 2000H. THEN I WENT OUT FOR NO REASON AND CAME BACK HOME AT 2300H. I BADLY NEEDED THE TIME AND SPACE TO SORT OUT MY LIFE.

    TUESDAY:
    TODAY WAS AGAIN ANOTHER SESSION OF TUTORING. WENT IN AT 1800H AND FINISHED AT 2130 AS I WANTED THEM TO PROPERLY LEARN THEIR MATHS AND SCIENCE. THANK GOD THEY WERE QUITE FAST IN PIKING UP STUFF. PHEW! THEN I REPAIRED THEIR DESKTOP IN LESS THAN 5 MINS. HOW COOL WAS THAT? AND SO MY UNCLE PAID ME 40BUCKS! HAAHAAS! EASY MONEY BAYBEH!

    YAY THAT WAS ALL ABOUT THE UPDATES.

    BY THE WAY PEOPLE, I JUST CANNOT STAND PEOPLE WHO SORT OF 'FORCE' THEIR PARTNER INTO DOING THINGS. I WAS SITTING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE YESTERDAY NIGHT AT AROUND 2230H. I GOT TO SEE ALOT OF THINGS SINCE MY HOUSE WAS FACING A MAIN ROAD. AND SUDDENLY MY EYES ROLLED TO A COUPLE CROSSING THE ROAD. THE GUY WAS TOUCHING HER EVERYWHERE AND DIDN'T WANNA LET GO EVEN WHEN THE GIRL WAS STRUGGLING AND PUSHING HIM. AND AFTER A FEW STEPS HE KISSED THE GIRL'S LIPS WITH FORCE, EVEN WHEN THE GIRL DIDN'T WANT TO. WHAT IS THIS PEOPLE? CAN IT BE CALLED RAPE? COS THE GIRL WAS LIKE SHOUTING AND PLEADING HIM TO STOP. DAMN, WHY ARE SO MANY GUYS LIKE THIS? IT'S SHAMEFUL, YOU KNOW! EVEN FOR ME. DUDE, HOLD IT! AND AS FOR GIRLS, CHOOSE THE RIGHT PARTNER. THESE GUYS, NO WAY!

    HAIZ, SOMETHINGS HAPPENED TO ME THESE PAST FEW MONTHS AND I STRICTLY STRESS, IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO ENTER POLY? IN THE PAST, PEOPLE WERE SAYING, "STUDY HARD AZWAN" AND,"DON'T WORRY, WE'LL HELP YOU". WHAT ARE THOSE? LIES? CRAP? AND NOW WHAT? I'M A BURDEN? YEA..PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE A BURDEN.
    NOW THAT I'M IN DESPERATE NEED FOR HELP, WHERE ARE ALL OF YOU? EAT YOUR WORDS!

    DAMN. I'M GONNA ASSURE YOU MY SUCCESS IN POLY DOES NOT, WILL NOT AND WILL NEVER WILL BE CREDITED TO THEM. GO AWAY.

    HAHAS,WELL THAT'S MY RANT. HAIZ NOW I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'M BORED!

    WELL MY POST ENDS HERE FOR NOW.

    JA NEHH! OYASUMINASAI. ORETO IKIMAS!

    BY THE WAY...SERIOUSLY...WHY THE T**T AM I ON CAPS LOCK????



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