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Azwan - Takeshi

20th March 1992.

A 21-year old body with a mind far beyond comprehension.

History:
-Qifa Primary Sch
-Bukit View Secondary Sch
-Ngee Ann Polytechnic
-Specialist Cadet Sch 15/13

I'm a:
-Shinobi
-Anime Otaku
-Photographer
-Traceur
-Audio-visual Freelance
-Instrumentalist
-Artist
-Skater
-Biker

Things I love:
-Anime
-Photography
-Speed Biking
-Music
-Elsa (elec guit)
-Belle (acoustic guit)
-Dust (semi-acoustic guit)
-Skating (land/ice)
-Badminton / Tennis
-Drawing
-Parkour
-My cat
-Siti Nurhidayah Binte Osman <3

I don't dare to kill even an ant.
p.s Kill animals and I'll hunt you down.

I may be quiet most of the time.
But if you're willing to talk, I may talk for kilometers. =P

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Anime-s

Lols..i don't know why the bl**dy h*ll i'm placing this joke here

Yos!
And once again the guy is here! Woohoo!

Oh well first of all i'm going to tell three news. Hee =)

News no. 1:
My band, Destination Unbound, is going to have our own webpage soon. At last! Phew.. It's still in preparation and in progress, and i forsee that it would take about another four weeks till i could expose the website to you guys aightes!

News no. 2:
I got a new job. Well, its actually two different kinds of jobs, but with the same idea. I'm going to be a tutor! I'm teaching two primary school kids English, Maths and Science, and there's also a Sec 2 junior from my Secondary School who wants me to be his guitar tutor. Yay!

News no. 3:
I'm going to stop my phone line soon, so there will be a change of number kay.

Yay i'm done with the (crappy) news! Well my days aren't getting all enough exciting, as usual. I'm starting to go out for nothing, with nowhere to go, and recently i have started watching anime from 1200h-0400h the day after. The remaining hours were just sufficient enough for me to have a break.

I'm crazy. =D

Saturday:
Went to the studio with my bandmates at StoneJamz located at Clark Quay. And as some of you may not know my sis is now part of my band. Hahas! After jamming we loitered around the town area, Esplanade, Marina Square and also Peninsula, where i bought a blue straight-cut Jeans (i'm sick of wearing skinnies anymore). Went home at 2000h.

Sunday:
My drummer and rythm came to my house at 1600h and practised what we had learnt so far. My drummer was also a guitarist so all three of us shredded on our guitars and discussed about our webpage till 2000h. Then we played dai di till 2130. Then they went home. I started watching anime right after they went home and slept at 0400h.

Monday-Wednesday:
Woke up at 1300h. Watched Naruto Shippuden and Shugo Chara Doki all the way and slept at 0300h on Tuesday. Woke up at 1200h after that and continued watching Naruto Shippuden till 0400h today. And now i just woke up at 1130h. I will be going out later to accompany my sis take her uniform @ Teck Whye.

That was all i did with my life (does it even obey the definition of life?)

To tell u the truth, there are four things in this world that make up my life:

Photography
Music
Extreme Sports
Anime

Photography, i don't have a good camera. Music, i name myself a sworsman without my sword. Sports, my bike got stolen and i don't have a bike to do speed biking anymore, and i don't have a rollerblade to practice my freestyle skating. That leaves me with the last, Anime. Hope my internet connection doesn't create problems. And if it does, it would be as though i lost my heart.

Kay that was my emo-tic paragraph, it seems.

Well,i don't have stuff to do right now, so i guess i'll continue with NARUTO SHIPPUDEN!

Ja nehh!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Brain dead

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Heyheyhey!

I'm back after 2 days literally 'in' Bukit View Secondary school. I was basically just being a busybody nosing around every single corner of the art room.

And know what? I just discoveredd how badly i still wanted to be a part of the school. Well, not really because of the school. Do you guys find it really wierd to go through several changes in life and have to gradually change the friends you have? Well i don't wanna lose my friends.

Well then i have to start on my diary first..

Tuesday:
Couldn't wait to reach school. Really missed my juniors, the new members (isn't it wierd how i can miss people i don't even know yet) and most importantly, my second home. No, not the school, silly. It's the Art Room a.k.a the Penthouse! Man..i really like messy rooms like the Art Room, though Mdm Maziyan always keeps it neat and sparkly. Reached school at 0800h nd ate breakfast. To keep it short, i had a hell lotta fun till the next day. =)

Wednesday:
Slept at 0500h and woke up at 0600h. Yea i know it sounds ridiculous (it is) and then did some stuff. Then i followed the performing group to Catholic JC to practice their performance for the SYF coming up in less than a month's time. Reached home at 2100 after eating dinner @ KFC West Mall.

Thursday:
Slacked at home. Hee =D

Friday:
It was my 17th birthday yesterday, 20th March 2009! Well this year was abit special as there were alot of people wishing me a happy birthday. Thanx alot peoplessss!!! Oh, anyways my mum was blabbering about my long hair so i decided to cut it, and it didn't quite turn out the way i wanted it. Damn you barbers. Love you all to sh*t. Don't you guys find it ridiculous to cut your hair on your birthday? Went to my uncle's house after that at 1500h, then made my way to an aunt's house nearby, bout computer stuff as usual. Then went home at 2300h.

And here i am! Yay. Anyway i took some great photos during the performance at CJC, photos 253-380, but OMG it turned out on my comp that they were noisy with unequal lighting, and shaky too. God what happened??

Argh!!!

Monday, March 16, 2009

Games n' stuff

Even fingers can be deadly..

(p.s. for st*p*d people out there it reads: blood)

Nehh!!

I was so darn bored all the way, and didn't have the mood to update this annoying piece of page.

First i'll just dump in a synopsis of what happened durig the past few days:

Thursday:

I went to West Coast area (under the block which i lived in before) and played guitar with my bandmates from 1600-2000h, and tried hijacking internet access with my laptop (but it didn't work and i didn't want to do it anyway). Saw some Bukit Viewans passing by. They had their sports heats @ Clementi stadium on that day. I was not so sure if those people still recognise me. Then i went home at 2100h.

Friday:

I woke up at 1200h and got ready to go for my Friday prayers at the mosque. When i came back my mum told me that her ex-colleagues were on their way here. So i went out again and bought stuff. When they arrived at 1530h, i asked some of them about poly admission and stuff. Glad i could use the extra help. After that i got real bored, as usual.

Saturday:

Finally the day of the band meeting came. I was the one organising it so it was quite tough to face up. Especially trying to be informal even though the meeting was a serious one. I met them behind Jurong library at 1200h. And, as usual without realising my capability i managed to pull it off! Then two of the members went home and me and the rest went to Aloha Cybercafe at WSCC to play some LAN games. We played Battlefield, Left 4 Dead and Counter Strike:Condition Zero. As usual notice that the games i play are all FPS games. Then i went home at 1600h. At night they called and asked if i wanted to join them at the coffee shop and watch a very big match between Liverpool and Manchester United, a match all the d*cks in the world are blabbering about. But i declined their invitation. My mum didn't allow me to go out =(

Sunday:

Furniture came to my house on this day when i woke up. My cousin was moving house so she passed some nice uwanted furniture to us. Thought of playing soccer when it rained. Badly. Some of ya who were out on Sunday would surely know the damages caused by the wind. My sis and her friend were in Jurong library on that day and took pictures of the aftermath. Go check her blog to see those stuff allrightes =D Then in the evening my auntie and two cousins came for a visit. They went home at 2300h. And stupid thoughts came to my mind as usual when i have totally nothing to do.

Monday:
And so it's the start of a new day in a new week which brings us to a new chapter in our lives. And for the most of us mature people the new week started the day before right? Hahas. I woke up freshly baked at 0930h and took a long bath after i did my routines. Played wolfteam for 2 hours, then i went to the bank to PROUDLY PUT MY COOL ORIGINAL UNIQUE thumbprint on the bank slip before posting the whole lotta stack into the litter box. Oops i meant the post box ;> Then i made my way to Ngee Ann Poly at 1400h to get my colour vision test. And as i had expected i was the only one queuing up for it. I took a number, went to the computer and did a few lame childish tests. And guess what? The results stated that i have PERFECT colour vision!! Wah -.- so what. And what i find most ridiculous was that i was in Poly for no more than 10mins. Totally a waste of time and transport, seriously. I got home at 1530h and slept till 2200h. I ate dinner and here i am typing this whole lotta crap for you guys. Don't blame me yea =D

Well i have maybe a few more things to write about.

Imagine when you're a child and have totally nothing to play with at home. Always wanting to go out and finding entertainment, enjoy doing things that rich well-to-do kids find idiotic. Stuff like making friends with a stray cat, climbing a tree, hiding(for no reason), jumping above bushes, licking juices off flowers, going up and down lifts, stuffing dried leaves into letter boxes, playing soccer with a tin can, and going up and down the playground. Do you people call that PLAYING? No right? That's what some people call playing. People like me. I would love to call myself a roadside boy. With totally no knowledge of technology, arts or fashion. These were the reasons why i had no comments when asked about my childhood. To be honest, i couldn't even imagine a small helpless boy going out everyday after school to play. To him it was playtime. He didn't even know what the word 'play' meant to the other kids his age. He saw them with boxes which they talk to, wheels on shoes, and even a flat cube where you can see lights flashing when buttons are pressed. He didn't even know about things called mobile phones, or rollerblades, or even the GameBoy. He didn't know those are toys. To play with. Yet life goes on for me.

Do you pity these kind of children? I don't. And i was glad i could be indepedent at such a young age and got the chance to be close to the nature around us. And most of all i didn't need to trouble my parents at all.

Times slowly changed. Now i feel like a 17-year-old body with a 20-year-old soul. I could understand things that people of my age couldn't understand. This was why i knew what people had done, how they did it, and why they did it. And as a boy who had a misperception of the word 'entertainment' , i slowly grew up to learn things that even a four-year-old toddler knows. I was behind time.

Now that i managed to catch up, i have a box which i can talk to (my handphone), another box which i can play Left 4 Dead with (my laptop), and another box which makes music when i wear earplugs made of Silicon (my MP4 Player).

And as a boy who didn't experience techology, i grew up to be a guy who is a technology fanatic. I have to admit i love playing games. But why can't people understand? Is it so hard for people to understand? I didn't experience games when i was small and now that i've grown, so what? Can't i still enjoy games? Why are you getting in the way? Do you know how i feel now? That i couldn't experience all this when i was still young? Why are you preventing me now that i am trying to get a taste of life? Please i beg you not to even try to stop me.

That was all i had to rant about (cooling down). Oh wait, there's another one. I seriously don't understand people who like songs sung by ST*P*D BL**DY CHIPMUNKS! Dude that's out of fashion. I hate how they spoil my favourits songs like Dragonforce-To the Fire and Flames. Go and D*E!

I took a bus to Bukit panjang Plaza one day and a Secondary school BOY (i feel shameful to call him a guy) sat beside me. He switched on the song Jay Chou-Cai Hong on his phone to speaker mode. Well i liked the song so i didn't mind. But then something happened that made me change the perception of the song in my mind. After the song ended it played again, this time a chipmunk version. God d*mn*t it was so awful! Curse you boy. Now the song is stuck in my head.

Well i have camp tomorrow morning. I don't really wanna stay up too late. And those of yuo reading my blog at this kind of time, get a rest!

Haiz i am really tired. Well then, my post ends here i guess.

Ja nehh. Oyasumi!

Az1=D

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Missing my life..as it always had been

Got bored so i edited my stuff @ picnik.com

Yoyoyo!
How've you guys been? I've been bored since i quit KFC a month ago and life is beginning to seem meaningless. Hope i won't reach a climax when i would be asking myself "What is the meaning of life"? Will i? Lols. Anyone out there has a job for me? Huh? Please! I need one. Badly! Goodness!(like how Miss Tham says it)

Oh? There's American Idol on TV. Will be right back shortly aightes!
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Anw i was beginning to do crazy things when i thought of creating songs for my band. I have composed some, but without lyrics. Hope somethings will happen these few days that would make me think of lyrics. Woot! Please God, make something happen.

Hope my band meeting this Saturday won't screw up. Cos i'm the one suddenly organising this and they had to meet me. Sorry guys! And, wish me good luck!

I have been staying at home these past few days teaching music. And to publicise, i need people!! Anyone interested to learn music? Any instruments, just come to me aightes. Drums, violin, bass or guitars especially, please don't hesitate to consult me. =D

So..back to what humans call LIFE..

On Tuesday, yesterday, i woke up at 1200h, did my routines, took a long clean bath and went to the shop at 1500h. When i came back i got to know this cute chiou bu through the net. She got me through Facebook and asked me to add her in MSN. It was fun chatting with her. And i really mean it man, she's so cute...O.O

Suddenly i found myself chatting with her till 0200h the next day, today, and didn't even log in to my Wolfteam account. Then i remembered i had to go for my jogging and had to stop my chat. Aww.. (wasted) And then i woke up today at 1000h, went to the shop, and then went out with my mum n sis to Teck Whye Lane to get her school uniforms. She got her culoids, P.E shirt and shorts, but her Then we made our way to Bukit Panjang Plaza to eat at Mac'D. We made our way home after a walk around the plaza, and i'm back here with my blog now =)

Yay! Looks like my post is almost done here. Damn, i wanna work!

And, i miss my photography days..anyone has a DSLR which i can borrow? Im kinda desperate, help me!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Nerdy guy 2

And anyway i forgot to show you guys how i look with my specs on. Hahas!

Monday, March 09, 2009

Nerdy guy

This is how it looks like teaching guitar over the net =>

Heyheyhey!
Im bored now, so i just thought that i might as well post something here. Well, anything i guess. Right?

After visiting my aunt on Sunday we went to Jurong Point for a short while and loitered around the night market there before heading home.

Yesterday, which was a Monday, i ran a Wolfteam marathon for 6 hours while my sis is in school. And my highest was 34k/28d! Haiz im quite a noob and i managed to only gain 2 levels. Then in the evening i went to collect my spectacles. It costed $145 as it is specially made for people having astigmatism like me. And now im back with my nerdy look! Woohoo!

And lastly to all my bandmates, there will be a meeting this Saturday at Jurong Library. Be sure to reach the entrance by 1000h allright!

Now, what else should i say? Oh, i received another package from Ngee Ann Poly yesterday containing information about camps they're organising. I'm not really sure if i want to go for it or not. Fee is $15. Quite a sum if it's from all 400 Ngee Ann camp intakes. And quite a good resolution for our money in the declining of graphs and tables at Wall Street. O.O

Hmm, i think that's all there is from me today folks!

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Jamming

My bleeding toe..

Yo!

Kinda bored staying at home. Didn't know what to do, and it felt helpless..

Hmm.. kay maybe i would just start my post with what happened these past few days:

Went to Assyakirin Mosque for prayers on Friday. I didn't wear my contacts cos the left side was dry and could not be used anymore. And so i waited for my bus like a mad cow. I couldn't even see the bus number! omg.. When suddenly God helped me. A car stopped by me and brought me to the mosque. The driver was an olde Malay uncle also on the way to the mosque. Thank God! When i reached home my sis was already back from her sec 3 camp. Then my mum and me went out to make myself a new pair of spectacles. My previous pair broke during the BEGINNING of a soccer match. How unlucky. I was really getting tired of contacts.

On Saturday, which was yesterday, my bandmates and I went to Clarke Quay to have a jamming session at StoneJamz. Then we walked around before going to my house. We had loads of fun. Then they went back and my family went out to Jurong Point to stamp the warranty card for my laptop. We ate at mac, bought some things and went home after that. When i reached home i taught guitar online.

And Sunday arrives in front of my eyes when i woke up today. I'm going to my aunt's house soon.

Anyway look out for my band's webpage, which i'm going to create soon. It will contain pictures of us, our songs and vids, as well as some info.

Toodles!

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Zzzz

Old and faded pic of me n sis.. *memories*

WAH!
I'm back after a week of break. Sian. I had totally nothing to do, except playing computer games. Was in the racing mood these past few days as i had just installed NFS Carbon on my notebook. Spent a time owning all the races on-game and online, and spent half the time autosculpting car parts. Haiz....how i wished there was racing in Singapore. Never mind i'll introduce one soon don't worry.

Anyway just to keep up to past updates:

I forgot what happened on thursday. Really! Well can i travel back in time? You answer.

On Friday i went to Ar-raudhah Mosque for Friday prayers, then went back to my secondary school for fun. Actually i intended to help out with my CCA but i realised i went there to touch stuff that i missed. Cameras! Hahas. Well i helped out quite abit here and there. Then went to Yiucy's house to install games. Then ate at King Albert Park Mac'D. Suddely some treasured memories went through. Then after chatting with him i went home.

I went back to school again the next day, a Saturday, as the drama peeps are having practice and my sis was involved. After that i made my way to my aunt's house at 1400h to repair her comp. Of course it worked, then she ordered pizza. My mum suddenly called at 2000h and asked to meet at Jurong Point. So i travelled by MRT and reached at 2100h. We ate, walked around and went to Fairprice so we reached home at 2330h.

Went to IMM with my family the next day, a Sunday at 1800h. Ate at Banquet and roamed around. I bought my notebook casing and some other crappy stuff. Then before heading home evryone started craving for ice cream. So we went to Mac'D to buy ice cream. The Malay girl at the counter stared at me like a pervert for no reason, and my sis told me the meaning in terms of the girls' dictionary. Girls seriously are wierd. Then we took a taxi home at 2200h.

And from Monday onwards i speeded up my games completion.

Then i had a small party on Wednesday. My cousins wanted to give my auntie a surprise birthday party at my house so we worked hard from morning. Because of a broken plate that my cousin dropped, i cut my toe wothout knowing it as there was no pain, but the blood that came out cause my mum to have to mop it. Imagine how much blood there was. I'll upload the pic of my bleeding toe next time aites. Some other people also came. Then everything ended at 2200h.

Then the next day, which was today, a Thursday, my paternal relatives came for a visit. We had laughs all day long. They just went back home a while ago. Ad now i wonder if i have anything else to do. Maybe..racing again? lol...

And to girls outside! Do not look at me like a pervert! I'm phobic. Please. And to my peeps, don't hit me. ESPECIALLY ON MY BACK. You'll regret it...muahahahas!

And i'm racing! WOOHOO!