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Azwan - Takeshi

20th March 1992.

A 21-year old body with a mind far beyond comprehension.

History:
-Qifa Primary Sch
-Bukit View Secondary Sch
-Ngee Ann Polytechnic
-Specialist Cadet Sch 15/13

I'm a:
-Shinobi
-Anime Otaku
-Photographer
-Traceur
-Audio-visual Freelance
-Instrumentalist
-Artist
-Skater
-Biker

Things I love:
-Anime
-Photography
-Speed Biking
-Music
-Elsa (elec guit)
-Belle (acoustic guit)
-Dust (semi-acoustic guit)
-Skating (land/ice)
-Badminton / Tennis
-Drawing
-Parkour
-My cat
-Siti Nurhidayah Binte Osman <3



I don't dare to kill even an ant.
p.s Kill animals and I'll hunt you down.

I may be quiet most of the time.
But if you're willing to talk, I may talk for kilometers. =P

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"A cat has absolute emotional honesty: human beings, for one reason or another, may hide their feelings, but a cat does not.” - Ernest Hemingway"


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    Sunday, October 18, 2009
    Huh??!!?
    Hi there.

    Huh?

    School's starting?

    When?

    What?

    Are you sure?

    Masaka...

    Sonna koto!

    You're lying.

    It's tomorrow?

    Argh!

    Damn it.

    Why?

    So fast?

    Oh no..

    Holiday no more liao ar...

    Really?

    Haiz..

    What to do..

    No choice..

    Have to wake up early tomorrow.

    School starts at 11 I think.

    Gonna reach slightly earlier than usual to get some of the notes and meet my friends.

    Bye Holidays...

    And Bye People..

    Good night.

    And best of luck. =P

    Ja nehh minna.



    NO skates?!?
    YO peeps.

    Me at 0300h... got no thing to do ar. come here update. =P


    Me n sis (my crazy hair as always)

    Oh yea speaking of skates. My skates hasn't arrived yet!! Argh!!
    Might take 2 weeks or so. Damn I need 2 get ready for the competition.
    So angry laa.
    And the wheels that come wif the Seba High Deluxe. Gyro wheels! No way man.. CMI.
    Need to save up about a hundred bucks to get the Seba Orange or Deluxe wheels.

    Speaking of which i got myself a pair of white canvas shoes for $22! Yessah! At last i got one.
    Then i changed the ugly white shoelaces to black ones.



    Well it's gonna get as ugly as the days go by. It'll get swirled in dust and webs, like my other seven shoes. =P

    Went to Petir court on Friday evening to skate wif my usual cliques. It was as usual, boring and fun. Kay what the hell am i talking abt?
    Then reached home at 0000h, took a looonnngg ate spaghetti and watched One Piece till 0400h. Then jumped into bed. =D Ahas

    Woke up at 1530h yesterday. can you believe it? Slept for such a long time =P Like pig leh.
    It was a boring and wasteful day as i basically sat in with my Macbook. Till now, today, Sunday, im still on my Mac. So it's been like, lemme see...1600h-0004h, means 12 hours!
    OMG SHIT MY ELECTRIC BILLS.
    Well Im gonna end this post very soon. Well need to tutor later at 1200h.

    Speaking of which, poly life resumes tomorrow. Hmm..i'm not sure whether to call it a good or bad thing.

    Kay then I'm going to upload another picture and end my post.


    Used the Drawing Panel on my LG Cookie to draw this. Reminded of sth?

    AND ONE MORE THING BEFORE I FORGET!
    For all those taking PSLE, O'levels, EOY exams or whatever:

    GAMBATTE MINNA!



    Friday, October 16, 2009
    Rain! Bored! D=
    Yo!!!

    I just love rainy days. Don't they just make you stimulate? It did to me. =D

    But when it comes to going out on rainy days, it leaves drips and draps in my canvas shoes, which I hate alot. F U rain. Curse you for that.

    Woke up at 1300h to prepare for tutoring at 1530h. After tutoring at 1800h, i went to meet my sis @ Jurong point to hang out. I was utterly bored. Bought hotdogs and drinks, then sat in Mac to eat fries n apple pies. Then my sis took out my Macbook and my Vodafone internet and started using the net. So i got a chance to stone in my seat eating fries.

    Then went home at 2130h. I was so bored, i took a long bath. See how bored i am?

    Just now i was shredding my frets. Then i got bored again and started to type on my blogger.
    And here i am! The bored me..

    BTW I watched BlogTV just now and Ris Low and a few others were in it. One comment claimed that she sat like a robot. Lols. I find it quite...true though =P But guys, enough of her. What has she done to you? Did she hurt you? No rite?

    Well. Another method to be popular in Singapore:
    Speak bad ENGLISH!!! HAHAHAHA =P

    Bored!! Randoms:



    Lookout point @ Kent Ridge Park



    "Legend" =P



    Me? DUH?

    And took these at tutoring just now:







    That's it!!

    Could you guys guess?
    Q: What's an instrumentalist's most fear?
    A: Hurting their fingers.

    Yups!
    This is true. Imagine that you're a great instrumentalist, and one day you accidentally hurt your fingers such that you are not able to play your instrument. Ever again. How would you feel?

    It's like the world crumbles upon you.
    It's like a really really bad curse.
    It's like eating and not feeling full.
    It's like living but not breathing.
    It's simply hell!
    I can imagine what these instrumentalists feel. Since I'm a skater too and i put my body in unexpected risks, i always take great precaution of my delicate fingers. Everytime i fall and hurt my fingers, the first thing that comes into my mind is a picture of my guitar at home and the thought of not being able to play it anymore makes me wanna cry. I'd rather amputate my leg than getting a finger fractured. That's how I feel as an instrumentalist. It's danger!

    Oh, my days are getting really boring. I'm getting bored. I'm getting lonely. Very lonely. It's cos I don't have a...

    Well that's my post tonite. Gonna resume from where i stopped in One Piece!

    Ja nehh! Gomen ne minna.

    Oyasumi. =)



    Wednesday, October 14, 2009
    Just another day..
    ...another day that is. To enjoy before school reopens. Gosh i miss my previous life. Carefree and unbounded. Loving the nature and miracles all around, not worrying bout a single thing. And playing with the animals.... ...and talking to my friends. Cos my friends' hearts are better and purer than human's. My friends don't go around accusing me of stealing, and they know what i'm thinking at that moment. They know how to deal with me, and i know how to deal with them. They do not talk behind anyone's back. They do not quarrel. They do not lie. They do not scold. They do not take advantage. And, they do not forget what I have done for them. We play games together like floating, move objects and predicting futures. I can meet them wherever i go, so that makes me less lonely. They made me a nocturnal guy. They made me love nights and rains. They made me understand the world. They made me a better person. They made me feel that all the other humans in this world are truly unfortunate to not get the friends that i got. I love them, my true friends. But i'm so sorry, i can't see you guys now. I wanted to be a normal human being. Not seeing you guys hopefully makes me less weird. And it did. But the only bad thing is that.. ...the world now seems much lonelier without you guys. Human friends just aren't enough. But i still know that you guys are somewhere, still near me. Continue to protect me, for i may one day just decide to see you guys once more.

    I still treasure human friends though. Without you guys i would be dead to my bones.

    Speaking of friends, I miss my Sec Sch friends though...

    By the way, there was no tutoring today, but i still went to their house. Initially we thought of fishing, but cos of the weather we changed plans and hanged out @ Lot 1, CCK. Walked around, ate at Food Culture, and visited Zone-X. Quite disappointed cos i didn't get to find a white shoe that is <$20. After that since i had nothing to do i went to Petir court to watch my friends skate. I didn't bring my skate along so i borrowed my friend's. Learned quite alotta stuff. Quite glad though. Hope the other skaters can pull off more slides. Gambatte minna! BTW skating just now was fun. I'm not sure why though =P

    And again, there's tutoring tomorrrow. Gotta prepare pri 5 next. ARGH!!!!

    And... randoms!!


    Suicide!


    The three chiobu: worn-out wheels!


    Me and the awesome Garyfisher Advanced Orange! Mind the cocky clothes..

    More pics next time!

    Damn, my Seba high deluxe will only come this Friday! Wasted... D=

    Oh yea, and a silly story before i end my short post:

    There was once a guy. He was really nice and never would hurt even a creature as tiny as a pitiful ant searching for food. Even in the washroom he picks up ants on the toilet sinks before washing his delicate hands. He was meant for good. He never forgot a deed, never betrayed a friend, never hurt a girl. Since young he was taught. "No, never would, ye hurt any single one woman in your life, for failure then, would befall thy own life." That was what he, vowed. Himself.

    Now what happened? He's hurt. He's hurt a young innocent girl seeking for his love and care. He tried to stay away. He forced himself to. He's left her and hurt her. And now she's very, very hurt. She doesn't even wanna see him now. He couldn't even give her a birthday gift. Now he's a failure. He's a big big failure. Well i think he's a failure too. I wanted so much to give him a nice punch in the face. I hate his face. The face that alot of his Sec Sch friends despise. The face that people don't trust. The face that just makes me hate to look at. But when i do, i broke the mirror. Every time i look at the mirror, i saw that face. I'm not sure how many mirrors i've broken so far. I hate that failure. But, I just have one thing to say:

    " I didn't mean to do it. I'm sorry. Forgive me. "

    I really didn't want that kinda guy to exist.

    Help me to stop him. I beg you guys. Please.



    Sunday, October 11, 2009
    ...
    Yo peeps im back.
    Here's my band photo with my sweet ESP Ltd F-10:



    Cool eh? I endorse for ESPguitars and Dean Markley strings btw =P

    Oh yea and speaking of which ... i cut my hair! LOLS such a stupid thing to do. and i hate how it looks like now. Like i said before, i look like INDONESIAN MAID. Good thing i dun look like Farhan Shah anymore. People just keep saying i look like him. It's cos of my hair. And since i've cut it now so yea... =D

    It was a busy day today. Cos i had to go round houses again due to Hari Raya. I didnt have the mood cos i have no other clothes to wear, so i just grabbed my longsleeves, grey jeans and my Adidas cap, and went out wif mum wearing my flip-flops =P
    First we went to our aunt's house in AMK, then both cars drove to Loyang, an old neighbour of mum. Her house was so...5 storeys plus a backyard. (Psst, she gave $2 as green packets to my younger cousins. Which rich b*****d would give that 'much' ? ) What more can her children ask for, i wonder. Loaded stingy selfish species. Then went to my uncle's house. Sis stayed at home to do her last minute revision.

    Speaking of revision, PSLE students are taking their last compulsory paper, Science tomorrow. Hope my students would do just fine tomorrow. I'm the one getting nervous, damn. Parents should feel worse.

    School's starting again in a week. Guess party time's almost done over. And my hair's fugly. Urgh.

    Well Im off to watch Needless and One piece! Ja nehh.

    Oyasumi! =D


    Guess I won't have a soulmate...



    Saturday, October 10, 2009
    Holidays
    Yay I updated! =)

    Well these past few months have been quite a fast wheel for me as i was busy preparing kids for their PSLE stuff. Guess things have gotten real hard since syllabus have changed so much that i couldn't even recognise some chapters. I was afraid of their failure so i had to give them tutoring every single day. Well, their parents wanted it though. Imagine the pay of tutoring every single day. =DDDD Well they're taking their exams in the meantime. Just hope they did reasonably well. =P

    Yea, teaching skating has also been a hell of a time. I've to coach adults while the rest coach kids! No fair man! But well i dun have much of a choice. When I'm coaching, i miss practise. When i go for practise, i can't coach and i'll have no pay. Haiz. Speaking of skating, I've just imported a new pair of skates. Black Seba High Deluxe! Love the frame! Looks so bloody cool:



    It costed me a bl**dy fortune, but it's worth it though. Flying into my hands this coming tuesday. Can resume my sliding now! Yea i'll post some sliding and slalom videos of mine whenever i feel like it okay? In the meantime some sliding vids are in my sis's blog. Check it out!

    Hari raya for me this year was abit c*ck-up.
    Imagine yourself waking up at hari raya eve to find yourself having no energy to even walk? I prayed to God that nothing bad would happen to me the next day. And... it happened. I got a very bad fever on hari raya! WTF. My sis was blaming me for not being able to go to relatives' houses 'cause mum wanted to take care of me. Seeing my sis like that ( she wanted to go badly as she bought nice set of clothes, shoes and bags + a ribbon on her head to show off to evryone =P ) made me very guilty so i got rid of the fever in my head and tried to walk. In the end well my uncle fetched us to the house. It was 1900h. Well it was late, i know, but at least we made the effort to go. At least I made the effort to walk. But the fever.. it was hot as hell in my brain. Well i havent got the fever since a year and a half ago. Imagine the sudden presence! Think it was because i skated too much. Skate when i woke in the morning, go for training in the evening, come back home at midnight, put my bag down and continue skating around the vicinity. Well i just can't help it. Im obsessed.

    Speaking of obsesion, i just started my new obsession:


    My new sweet ESP Ltd F10! Yay! Finally accomplised my dream of replacing my former SX strato with this one. $400 gone to this machine. Well i don't plug it into the amp. It goes directly into my mac! I recently downloaded Guitar Rig 3Go on http://espguitars.com/ . For those guitar fanatics out there with elecs and an empty Mac i suggest u download this into ur bloody mac cos it's so useful. Anyways I got this gear about 2 months ago and within a short span my skills increased threefold (seriously! okay i act ar whatever =P) and it became an obsession. When u become good in something u tend to get interested and attracted to it right. Its the same situation for me. But no matter what bass is still in my ventricles =P

    And...
    Random pics!



    Latest Hari raya pic



    Me n sis @ Jurong Point



    Outside house going visiting.

    Will post again maybe later tonite after tutoring or the day after kay.

    ByE!!!!!

    .....where is she?



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