Saturday, February 06, 2010
Tomorrow..
"Let's see how tomorrow will be, shall we?
=) "
It was the same.
Nothing's changed.
My life's destined.
Someone's right.
If I don't enjoy life, I might as well be dead.
Ngga nyusah'n org laen, bnar?
Yesterday School began at 1000h, with AutoCAD in the first slot.
Topic 8, hmm.
Finished it in half an hour.
Not as hard.
81 / 100 for AutoCAD test.
A li'l bit
DEMORALIZING.
I should have gotten MORE.Nopes. I don't deserve high marks.
I'm not a high status.
Then it was EG2 at 1200h.
Thank God I was able to concentrate.
I need to buck up.
Break at 1300h.
Ate at Makan Place.
Then followed my friend to her band practice.
AMT at 1400h.
A lil' bit more fun this time.
There was background music.
And it was the subtopic I understood the most.
It ended at 1730h and I rushed to my cousin's house to burn a DVD for him.
Reached at 1900h, and went back home at 2130h.
Took bus 180 at 2145h, and reached back to my crib at 2230h.
I entered the house and my family was watching Suria Electra.
I don't give a damn.
My dad was a lil' bit
perangai. (attitude)
Nak perangai ngan orang, sini ar. Orang bukan budak kecik lagi ar. Tak suka boleh bla. Tak payah balik. Berambos. Pergi luar buat maksiat lagi. Buat susah orang je.
And I slept straightaway.
Without bathing.
Without checking my mail.
Without talking much.
Without eating. ( There's nothin 2 eat anyway )
I woke up today at 1000h, and ate fried rice.
I want to make myself a Milo drink.
But there's no milk.
I know it sounds ridiculous for a household like mine to not even have milk.
It's hard to fork out 2 bucks even for a can of milk.
In the end I made coffee.
Typical of an over-matured bastard.
Mum told me dad took my 4 bucks.
"Wan, Ayah nak pinjam duit. I'll pay you back."
Yea.
Pay me back? With problems?
Probability of him paying back is 0.05
Now it's 1300h and I'm sitting in front of my Macbook stoning.
What should I do?
I feel like going somewhere and overnight till tomorrow.
But where?
I need to do some soul-searching.
Az1 Takaeshi.