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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Monday blues
Just posting recent random pics of me and sis:
Hmm.
Hey readers =)
Back for more blogging.
It's the second week of my second year in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
It was great to know someone in class today who thinks the same way as I do.
Thanx, _________
Finished school at 10 am in the morning.
Which is damn sick.
So I went to Makan Place with a friend of mine, met another friend there.
I lepak-ed till 1.
Reached home at half past 2, and slept till eight.
And so I'm here.
It's a boring day.
School tomorrow at 10.
Let's see how tomorrow goes, shall we?
...
Great that you still read my shitty blog. =X
I can still recall.
I made a promise to you.
That I won't delete our lovely photos together..
..till I have a new significant other.
And I just want to tell you..
I never forgot my promise.
Az1
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Emo
Had I been promising myself not to be emo again?
I did.
I was never emo to begin with.
I have to admit.
Yes, I'm quiet.
I'm shy.
I have low self confidence.
I hate how I look.
I wonder how people hate me when they look at my ugly face.
I don't really know how to start a conversation.
And when I do, people think I'm weird.
I don't know what to talk about.
'Cause it's really difficult for me to find a topic.
It's not like I understand most of my classmates anyway.
My class's almost divided into more smaller classes.
Only some understand their own jokes.
Only some hang out together.
Only some gossip bout things others don't know.
Thinking back, I know almost nothing about what they're talking about.
I don't even know what to talk about with them; there's really nothing to begin with.
And I realize, I'm becoming distant.
Worse, I didn't even feel like saying goodbye to my friends last Fri when lecture ended.
I'm a bastard, I know.
Sorry, my friends.
I don't know.
I'm unreasonable.
I'm sensitive.
It's just sad to have a full eye view of what the class's becoming.
And the other thing..
What's becoming of me?
Myself?
I'm mood less.
I don't know what to feel when I'm in class.
And I think my modules are fucking boring.
I know it's not the modules.
It's me.
It's always me.
And I ate in school only on one day, Wednesday.
I didn't eat in sch on Mon, Tue, Thu and Fri.
I'm not sure why.
I think I'm gonna die soon.
My pants are getting loose.
And my brain's shutting down.
My heart's becoming empty.
And my eyes are closing.
Whatever.
........
All that I'm pointing out is, I'm bullshit.
And what I'm hoping for is, I want my old last-year class back.
I really miss what used to be then.
Really.
Az1
Monday, April 19, 2010
Year two
The first day of Year Two.
Nothing's changed.
Yet.
I was in school at half past 7.
Lesson from 8-12.
I sat down in the Atrium, anticipating any one of my darling classmates to walk past.
But to no avail.
I went up to class at 8.
Lesson was boring.
The class was a mixture of students from different courses.
2 of my classmates were there.
It ended at 10 instead.
I was lonely.
I met no one else except Joan and Li Jing.
So, being a good boy, and not lepak, I took the bus home.
That was my first day of year two.
Pathetic day, isn't it?
Time flies.
Really fast.
Without knowing it, I'm in year two.
And I have juniors 0.0
Well, I hope things do change.
For the better.
Between me and Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Between me and my classmates.
Between me and my schoolmates.
Between me and my lecturers.
Between me and my assignments.
And most importantly, between me and myself.
Az1
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Skating days
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Wee!
Woosh!
Skating spam!
I'm soo retarded.
Hey, welcome back my readers!
Love you all for even bothering to read my useless web diary =)
School's tomorrow.
19th April 2010.
Year 2, Semester 3, Audio Visual Technology.
Haiz, it's fast.
Life, I mean. Not holidays.
In fact, it felt as though in the blink of an eye, I'm already an 18-year old, within the legal age to drink, smoke, buy 4-D, watch NC-16 and M-18 movies (i haven't watched any yet), ride a motorcycle, drive a car (next month!!!), contribute to my CPF, and more.
This was what I did with the last few moments of my two-month long year-end holidays...
SKATEBOARDING!
Lols.
A few snippets with my bandmates at the Esplanade underground:
And a video log of me and a buddy at the stupid Jurong Lake Skate Park:
In the video log you can take a look at what happens after 24 hours of not sleeping, going to the studio for a band practice session, watching anime for 3 hours, and travelling straight from Boon Lay to Chinese Garden on my deck to the skatepark.
I got drowsy by the time I reached, and I had no mood to do anything right.
I can't even do my ollie right!
My mate taught me Pop Shove It.
I needa make it higher.
Tired bo!
And in the video log too, you can see how the ramps can become a sliding playground for kids =)
Oh wells.
While typing these keys to the blog, I'm listening to:
Song: Holiday Artist: Jyukai Album: Wild Flower
Imba classical pop by Dewa, and lovely melody by Manami =)
Argh, I'm going off to sleep.
School in 8 hours!
Till then!
Good night.
Assalamualaikum.
Bye.
Az1
Special post.
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Well, here comes another post.
It's just a silly post to commemorate the arrival of something special at my doorstep..
..a cat!
I'm not sure if it's injured near the face, head, ears and chin area, or it's just because of old age.
It's quite thin and frail too.
It's fur is white, and it looked almost like a Persian without the fluff.
Here it is:
video log + photo snippets
*play the video log too =)
General info:
Matte white tabby fur
Male
Short snout
Blue eyes (red when reflected)
Well, as an avid 'fan' of nature, it's just usual for me to be close with these kinda things.
I would like to try finding a kind and generous someone who would like to adopt this meow over her that I've mentioned.
Sorry to say that the brown cat which jumped into my house is already my kitten =)
This cat is still available, anyone who wants it as a companion, can give me a comment and contact into my tag box, thank you. =)
Wait for my next post okay!
Ja na minna san =D
Az1
Friday, April 16, 2010
Insomnia
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Heys peoples!
Hmm, I realize I'm always Hey-ing and Na Minna-ing at the beginning of every post.
Well I think I've gotta change it.
Assalamualaikum my readers!
Mhm, that sounds much better =)
Guess why I'm here at half past four in the morning?
It's all thanks to this ungrateful guy named Insomnia.
He's keeping me from sleeping!
He's such a bother!
And he's been keeping me from sleep for 2 weeks now!