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Hey guys!

Currently in school, updating with blogger-droid once again.

Waiting for Lovebird to finish her meeting before going off home.

Nothing much to do currently, so I chose to update!

Well, today has not been a good day for me.

On the way to school I had to run to catch my bus, only to reach the stop greeted by the bus just zooming past.

Effed up yo.

Also, today I forgot about my discussion with my Events Communication groupmates, and also the VCSG Lab practice.

What was I thinking?

I forgot to record down everything on my phone last Friday.

That's why.

Oh well.

I'll have to finish up my powerpoint slides by tonight.

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Gig last Saturday was good.

Only for it to be a mess in the evening.

Fights, police, fines, blah.

Well I'm only a photographer for the day.

But next week I'll be performing!

Do come :)

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You know, sometimes I feel like I miss the stuff that I always enjoy doing.

Badminton, camping, biking, meeting new people, doing outside activities.

Stuff that I want to do, and stuff that I had always been doing.

Sometimes I wish I was well to do.

Able to go anywhere without thinking of transport, time or whatever stuff.

Sometimes I wish I have a lot of time.

Sometimes I wish I have more friends to hang out with.

Sometimes I just wanna occupy myself with stuff.

Fun stuff.

Even so when I have a girlfriend who loves to occupy herself with such stuff.

It's fun watching her get occupied with stuff that she volunteers, or when she has school union stuff almost every day.

It's cool that sometimes she may get focused on her stuff that she could even divert her attention from the outside world.

From school.

From even me, I guess.

From everything.

We all need it don't we?

Me too.

I want to lay my mind off everything once in a while.

Sometimes when I hear and think of all the fun things I've missed, my heart cracks.

Even sometimes I think about how much fun my lovebird is having, while I'm always sitting beside the lake and brood.

I have to be strong though.

Now when I think about it, I am too far, I am a little too late. 

A little too late to be doing all the fun stuff.

A little too old to be young again.

A little too.. late.

A little too.. impossible.

Even I think about transport and food while going to school.

How much I had to sustain my pocket money.

How to even do activities?

I admit sometimes I envy kids from rich families.

Just like what my lecturer said..

"Some kids are just luckier than others.

What they want, they get.

Even when they don't need to work all their life, their parents still can support everyone till they're old."

Like some of my friends.

Going to serve NS already.

So, whatever.

Bad childhood.

Bad teen life, I guess.

Let's see how my youth years go, shall we?

Insyaallah..

Seeya peeps.

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-Az1

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