...another day that is. To enjoy before school reopens. Gosh i miss my previous life. Carefree and unbounded. Loving the nature and miracles all around, not worrying bout a single thing. And playing with the animals.... ...and talking to my friends. Cos my friends' hearts are better and purer than human's. My friends don't go around accusing me of stealing, and they know what i'm thinking at that moment. They know how to deal with me, and i know how to deal with them. They do not talk behind anyone's back. They do not quarrel. They do not lie. They do not scold. They do not take advantage. And, they do not forget what I have done for them. We play games together like floating, move objects and predicting futures. I can meet them wherever i go, so that makes me less lonely. They made me a nocturnal guy. They made me love nights and rains. They made me understand the world. They made me a better person. They made me feel that all the other humans in this world are truly unfortunate to not get the friends that i got. I love them, my true friends. But i'm so sorry, i can't see you guys now. I wanted to be a normal human being. Not seeing you guys hopefully makes me less weird. And it did. But the only bad thing is that.. ...the world now seems much lonelier without you guys. Human friends just aren't enough. But i still know that you guys are somewhere, still near me. Continue to protect me, for i may one day just decide to see you guys once more.

I still treasure human friends though. Without you guys i would be dead to my bones.

Speaking of friends, I miss my Sec Sch friends though...

By the way, there was no tutoring today, but i still went to their house. Initially we thought of fishing, but cos of the weather we changed plans and hanged out @ Lot 1, CCK. Walked around, ate at Food Culture, and visited Zone-X. Quite disappointed cos i didn't get to find a white shoe that is <$20. After that since i had nothing to do i went to Petir court to watch my friends skate. I didn't bring my skate along so i borrowed my friend's. Learned quite alotta stuff. Quite glad though. Hope the other skaters can pull off more slides. Gambatte minna! BTW skating just now was fun. I'm not sure why though =P

And again, there's tutoring tomorrrow. Gotta prepare pri 5 next. ARGH!!!!

And... randoms!!


Suicide!


The three chiobu: worn-out wheels!


Me and the awesome Garyfisher Advanced Orange! Mind the cocky clothes..

More pics next time!

Damn, my Seba high deluxe will only come this Friday! Wasted... D=

Oh yea, and a silly story before i end my short post:

There was once a guy. He was really nice and never would hurt even a creature as tiny as a pitiful ant searching for food. Even in the washroom he picks up ants on the toilet sinks before washing his delicate hands. He was meant for good. He never forgot a deed, never betrayed a friend, never hurt a girl. Since young he was taught. "No, never would, ye hurt any single one woman in your life, for failure then, would befall thy own life." That was what he, vowed. Himself.

Now what happened? He's hurt. He's hurt a young innocent girl seeking for his love and care. He tried to stay away. He forced himself to. He's left her and hurt her. And now she's very, very hurt. She doesn't even wanna see him now. He couldn't even give her a birthday gift. Now he's a failure. He's a big big failure. Well i think he's a failure too. I wanted so much to give him a nice punch in the face. I hate his face. The face that alot of his Sec Sch friends despise. The face that people don't trust. The face that just makes me hate to look at. But when i do, i broke the mirror. Every time i look at the mirror, i saw that face. I'm not sure how many mirrors i've broken so far. I hate that failure. But, I just have one thing to say:

" I didn't mean to do it. I'm sorry. Forgive me. "

I really didn't want that kinda guy to exist.

Help me to stop him. I beg you guys. Please.

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